WEBVTT 00:00.031 --> 00:03.635 [SPEAKER_02]: I, you know how you were saying we need to write a book. 00:03.655 --> 00:10.904 [SPEAKER_02]: Oh, we're gonna get supreme book a hundred percent All right, so you're pretty intelligent and I feel like you you know a lot about a lot of different things. 00:11.064 --> 00:21.916 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, so I've been Yeah So that was my thesis. 00:22.157 --> 00:23.338 [SPEAKER_00]: I will take my doctor. 00:23.738 --> 00:23.859 [SPEAKER_00]: It. 00:24.099 --> 00:26.882 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, have you ever to Tom Brokele 00:26.930 --> 00:27.511 [SPEAKER_00]: Tom Brady. 00:27.552 --> 00:28.614 [SPEAKER_00]: He's a great quarterback. 00:28.955 --> 00:32.905 [SPEAKER_00]: Um, you know, he, he even though deflated the ball. 00:33.126 --> 00:34.008 [SPEAKER_00]: He's still pretty good. 00:34.710 --> 00:37.938 [SPEAKER_00]: Um, No, I don't know who this is. 00:39.742 --> 00:40.905 [SPEAKER_02]: So Tom broke off. 00:42.286 --> 01:07.197 [SPEAKER_02]: is in old like uh here i'm gonna look up give you an exact kind of i'm pretty sure that's just a broke Tom Brady Tom Broky is what you said so he was a news a newsman right and uh so he's 86 years old right given an idea of kind of like um he was born in 1940 okay 01:07.919 --> 01:11.043 [SPEAKER_02]: He wrote a book, and my grandpa used to have this book. 01:11.824 --> 01:15.428 [SPEAKER_02]: And this book was called The Greatest Generation. 01:16.490 --> 01:17.531 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh yeah, of course. 01:18.031 --> 01:26.362 [SPEAKER_00]: No, before the boomer, before the boomer was The Greatest, the greatest generation was the parents of the boomers. 01:27.223 --> 01:31.568 [SPEAKER_02]: OK, so, but for some reason I thought that he was talking about the boomers. 01:31.608 --> 01:34.652 [SPEAKER_02]: But I guess it doesn't really matter because the boomers 01:34.767 --> 02:00.623 [SPEAKER_00]: uh... were obviously the product of the greatest generation so he writes this book greatest generation americans born between nineteen one and nineteen twenty seven so that's the boomers parents mostly okay so that's like world war one in shit right i actually there was there was there was the silent generation which was the the twenties through the forties and the boomers were like the forties through the sixties okay so check this out 02:01.733 --> 02:31.723 [SPEAKER_02]: I think that mean you know this will take this is an endeavor that's gonna take us a little bit But just tell me your thoughts on it So there's this book out there that like my grandparents, my parents like all of them read right that they knew about that they Experience people from the greatest generation and they picked up wisdom and different skills from the greatest generation But there now you have us that you can call the millennials maybe 02:31.822 --> 02:42.304 [SPEAKER_02]: All right, now we are the, we are people that grew up without technology and so we grew up with boomers as our parents. 02:42.605 --> 02:46.910 [SPEAKER_02]: We grew up with grandparents that were before them. 02:47.030 --> 02:51.196 [SPEAKER_02]: We grew up with grandparents and parents that knew had passed down wisdom. 02:51.236 --> 02:54.980 [SPEAKER_02]: Things were still passed down from generation to generation. 02:55.361 --> 03:00.848 [SPEAKER_02]: And so we had a piece, a little like a little vision into the past. 03:00.868 --> 03:02.790 [SPEAKER_02]: And then we grew up with technology. 03:02.770 --> 03:29.335 [SPEAKER_02]: Now if you look at any old timers, boomers, or anyone that just is like fucking 102 years old, these guys are stuck in on technology and they're more in it than we are, and they don't understand the consequences, positive or negative of what digital society and kind of the matrix the veil, they don't understand that because it doesn't compute with their generation, right? 03:30.800 --> 03:38.955 [SPEAKER_02]: And then you have the Gen Z and everyone else, they don't understand anything but the technology. 03:39.476 --> 03:44.685 [SPEAKER_02]: So a book called The Next Greatest Generation is the Millennials, right? 03:44.725 --> 03:46.889 [SPEAKER_02]: Because we see both sides of the coin. 03:47.410 --> 03:48.612 [SPEAKER_02]: We understand things. 03:48.652 --> 03:52.198 [SPEAKER_02]: Like we can be like, oh yeah, that's a cool technology, but do you realize that? 03:52.839 --> 03:54.883 [SPEAKER_02]: I think I mentioned it to you about, 03:54.863 --> 03:58.709 [SPEAKER_02]: the educational vouchers that are coming through that fund a student not the institution. 03:59.150 --> 04:08.143 [SPEAKER_02]: These are through digital wallets that are owned, these programs and apps and software is owned by impact investment firms, that they're just hedging bets for the industrial revolution. 04:08.204 --> 04:23.487 [SPEAKER_02]: That's, um, Ted Cazinski's, uh, you know, bomber manifesto that the technology we understand and can see how technology it can be a cool thing, but how it's attached to things that can destroy 04:23.467 --> 04:50.352 [SPEAKER_02]: right but they don't get it because they don't they didn't grow up with it they're just on the tail and being like at least I can look my goddamn grand kids on Facebook you know what I mean oh that's a really cool thing you know what I mean look how cute the my grand baby he can swipe in in the iPad opens like they don't get like how that stuff can be so detrimental to society so I think that there's a lot of good content that could be written to write a book called the 04:50.332 --> 04:57.883 [SPEAKER_00]: Well, and I want to go along with what you're saying because one of my favorite songs is called Virtual Insanity by Jamir Kwai. 04:58.665 --> 05:02.831 [SPEAKER_00]: And the chorus goes, futures made a virtual insanity. 05:03.392 --> 05:12.465 [SPEAKER_00]: Now, always seem to be governed by this love we have for useless twisting of our new technology. 05:12.485 --> 05:18.955 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh, now there is no sound for we all live underground. 05:20.605 --> 05:47.963 [SPEAKER_00]: So, I like that because the greatest generation is illustrated by the Great Depression in World War II, so they were the generation that went through hard times, and then they created the good times, which then led for the boomers, which was the children who grew up in the good times, where everything was always booming, economy, easy to get rich, and 05:47.943 --> 05:56.833 [SPEAKER_00]: And by the way, I love how, because boomers often say the millennials are the snowflake generation, but I actually think the boomers are the snowflake generation. 05:57.354 --> 06:09.968 [SPEAKER_00]: If you talk to a boomer today, they're the most sensitive people, and they cannot talk about the real stuff they cannot talk about, a lot of the like stuff that would make them 06:09.948 --> 06:22.359 [SPEAKER_00]: sensitive or make them realize more of who they are, you know, you won't see a boomer in therapy because they're too sensitive to even go to therapy, you know, I'm saying. 06:22.820 --> 06:39.955 [SPEAKER_00]: So, but they say like, there's a saying, hard times make strong men strong men make good times and good times make weak men and weak men make hard times and then the cycle continues. 06:39.935 --> 07:02.297 [SPEAKER_00]: The ones and the good times that eventually became weak and then the hard times are those people who grew up during the pandemic Who might be going growing up during a woman there's wars going on right now and so maybe the Millennials and the Gen Z is the next greatest generation who have already gone through the hard times 07:02.800 --> 07:12.409 [SPEAKER_00]: and then our kids will be the benefit, the beneficiaries, but I don't know any millennials or Gen Zers that are even having kids, you know, everyone's having dogs and. 07:13.910 --> 07:16.973 [SPEAKER_00]: But that could be a good, a cool thing. 07:17.133 --> 07:24.420 [SPEAKER_00]: I'm not a huge fan of all those labels though, because it's such a generalization and they just make up these terms. 07:24.500 --> 07:29.685 [SPEAKER_00]: But now there's like the silent generation, there's I'm looking at there's the Jones generation. 07:29.665 --> 07:45.970 [SPEAKER_00]: which technically would be where my parents lie in sort of I'm not even sure, but it's like they're just labels That don't really mean a lot, and it's like we just got to take him person by person and You know, look in the mirror really 07:46.844 --> 07:47.284 [SPEAKER_02]: Right. 07:47.585 --> 07:48.405 [SPEAKER_02]: That's a good point. 07:48.526 --> 07:50.948 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, I just figured there's something to that premise. 07:50.968 --> 07:51.468 [SPEAKER_02]: You know what I mean? 07:51.508 --> 08:00.277 [SPEAKER_02]: I think it's I think we can investigate it One day and I think that there's there is a good there is a good piece of literature that could come out of that. 08:00.517 --> 08:01.117 [SPEAKER_02]: You know what I mean? 08:01.318 --> 08:05.381 [SPEAKER_00]: Can we rename the Millennials in the Genji as the Renegade generation? 08:06.402 --> 08:07.603 [SPEAKER_02]: We can just rename us. 08:07.664 --> 08:09.645 [SPEAKER_02]: You and me as the Renegades. 08:09.705 --> 08:11.988 [SPEAKER_02]: I mean, I think you hear about the Renegade generation? 08:12.148 --> 08:12.628 [SPEAKER_02]: Oh, yeah. 08:12.648 --> 08:13.149 [SPEAKER_02]: I'm one of it. 08:13.209 --> 08:14.590 [SPEAKER_02]: No, it's just Tim and Sean. 08:14.671 --> 08:24.467 [SPEAKER_00]: But I think there is a subset called, you know, of renegades in a sort of renegade generation because there's so much new things happening right now. 08:24.507 --> 08:30.617 [SPEAKER_00]: People are making a living, making music, doing YouTube, making content, you know, podcasting. 08:30.898 --> 08:34.063 [SPEAKER_00]: All of that is pretty, you know, renegade. 08:34.043 --> 08:57.451 [SPEAKER_00]: ask Renegade type shit, you know, Theo Vaughan, you know, Jordan Peterson, you know, he would just be Theo Vaughan would just be a gesture and Jordan Peterson would just be a teacher, but now, you know, Jordan Peterson's a podcaster and a speaker and Theo Vaughan is another podcaster and a speaker. 08:58.412 --> 08:58.853 [SPEAKER_00]: So, I 09:00.352 --> 09:04.699 [SPEAKER_00]: We're sort of the renegade generation, but I mean, I don't know. 09:04.759 --> 09:16.318 [SPEAKER_00]: I think we just chunked them into categories, generations, and it's really, it's more of a spectrum, and it's more of like, you can't really trace what leads to what it's just, 09:16.298 --> 09:18.722 [SPEAKER_00]: Only God can understand that full picture. 09:18.762 --> 09:31.945 [SPEAKER_00]: It's like, yes, everything led to everything else, but that doesn't mean it's it's linear or it's as simple as good times make, you know, weak people and things like that. 09:33.157 --> 09:50.749 [SPEAKER_00]: I mean, it is true, like not having to deal with stress makes you a fairly weak, minded person, but I would argue that a lot of stress can also make you a weak person, because it's too much, you sort of need that stress and rest, stress and rest. 09:51.650 --> 09:57.561 [SPEAKER_00]: And I think people just use these terms to, you know, 09:59.161 --> 10:00.663 [SPEAKER_00]: make excuses for themselves. 10:00.844 --> 10:18.132 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh, I'm just in this generation or ah, you know, I'm just in that generation and in the end of the boomers had it good and it sucks now for everyone else like that's just that's just pussy mentality right there, you know, right, but you hear it a lot if you go on social media, you hear, oh, you know, well, the boomers had it. 10:19.529 --> 10:23.014 [SPEAKER_02]: the boomers. 10:23.334 --> 10:35.911 [SPEAKER_00]: They took all the money and it's so hard to buy a house and all of these things which are true, but why are we here complaining about it? 10:36.211 --> 10:38.334 [SPEAKER_00]: Why aren't we doing anything about it? 10:38.895 --> 10:41.959 [SPEAKER_00]: I saw this one video where it was like this kid. 10:41.939 --> 10:57.954 [SPEAKER_00]: He's like 25, first 30 or something in his parents are boomers who are now senior citizens And they went to a restaurant and his parents who have millions of dollars saved because their boomers Got the senior discount and he's like he's like why do they get the discount? 10:58.034 --> 10:58.955 [SPEAKER_00]: They have all the money. 10:59.495 --> 11:04.340 [SPEAKER_00]: Why can't the millennials get a discount who can't even afford rent or who can't even afford? 11:04.360 --> 11:09.685 [SPEAKER_00]: And it's this kind of like fucked up kind of and he's kind of right, but it's also like 11:10.087 --> 11:11.608 [SPEAKER_00]: Fucking just jerk off. 11:11.628 --> 11:13.610 [SPEAKER_00]: You just like go ask your parents for money then. 11:13.670 --> 11:23.420 [SPEAKER_00]: You know if they got all the money Fucking get them you know go get them like just say you know I like fucking What but I don't know. 11:23.480 --> 11:37.393 [SPEAKER_00]: I just think everyone is trying to find an excuse for how Shitty their life is or or how they didn't want to follow their dreams and everyone just wants to blame it on someone I was like you can find all of the reasons to blame it on people 11:37.373 --> 11:50.758 [SPEAKER_00]: Well, you could find as many things as you want to blame it on your parents, blame it on the boomers, blame it on the Millennials and blame it on the Ziers and the fucking Giers and the fucking Goiom, but at the end of the day. 11:51.464 --> 12:08.697 [SPEAKER_00]: it's you in life and it's you facing life and if you're going to just sit down and be a pussy just because everyone there's other people that have it better than you then you've given up on life and you've given up on your own adventure and your own calling which I think everyone has. 12:09.250 --> 12:30.263 [SPEAKER_00]: And so wasn't that the, wasn't that the whole idea, and I'll let you go, but wasn't that the whole idea, regardless of the adversity, regardless of how the cards are stacked against you, can you still not pull through and win and bring peace and prosperity to this land, avatar, aim. 12:31.036 --> 12:48.420 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, so you mentioned what I was gonna say because in that description kind of well, how come we don't give the discount like and I do like so if we take away the labels of millenials and z's and booms and you know don't go fucks and all that Take away these ladies love a don't fuck 12:49.531 --> 13:01.892 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, that generation, those motherfuckers would just orgy hounds, so they were just... AHHHHH! 13:07.621 --> 13:15.454 [SPEAKER_02]: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM 13:15.890 --> 13:19.955 [SPEAKER_00]: It's all Texans too, just like, and did you get that dunkle funk? 13:20.395 --> 13:22.077 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh, yeah, I got dunkled. 13:22.097 --> 13:24.300 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, yeah, I got dunkled. 13:24.320 --> 13:31.988 [SPEAKER_02]: But, but they, uh, I think the idea is that there's a, there's been a loss of the desire. 13:32.008 --> 13:42.100 [SPEAKER_02]: And I mean, it kind of, it's a little more nuanced than that, but this, I'll just say there's a loss of the desire to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to 13:42.080 --> 13:44.763 [SPEAKER_02]: Step 4th and go on that call to adventure, right? 13:45.183 --> 13:48.007 [SPEAKER_02]: Like to go out because everyone's like what did you got to work for something? 13:48.147 --> 13:56.436 [SPEAKER_02]: But no one's saying work hard no one's saying You know what I mean like work hard in the sense of like deal with all of life's bullshit, right? 13:56.576 --> 13:59.700 [SPEAKER_02]: It's just like I mean or deal with like horrible things. 13:59.820 --> 14:05.286 [SPEAKER_02]: What it means it's not even blood sweat and tears when I think the real meaning of like 14:05.266 --> 14:08.595 [SPEAKER_02]: when other generations are saying well these guys they don't want to work for it. 14:09.096 --> 14:22.009 [SPEAKER_02]: I think you can factor that down to the idea it's like there's just this desire that's lost like or even like the loss and knowledge of of that you do need to go on this journey. 14:21.989 --> 14:28.136 [SPEAKER_02]: and then that's how that even it could be the journey of long life and then you get to the age or you get to senior discount. 14:28.156 --> 14:30.539 [SPEAKER_02]: It could be the journey of starting your own business. 14:30.579 --> 14:47.878 [SPEAKER_02]: It's the journey of life and things have gotten lost in translation and so people aren't going out to do these things and that's why there's this like I think it's really cool that I hear a lot of the apparently the 14:47.858 --> 15:13.461 [SPEAKER_02]: the Gen Z they're not going out and like getting drunk and fucking having parties and fucking you know doing some crazy shit you know sneaking out and all this stuff and it's like whoa shit like that's good that you're smart enough to know like these things can have very adverse consequences and reactions but like also you do need to be going out because the best advice that I was giving to me when I first started my own construction business I asked a good friend of mine 15:13.441 --> 15:22.254 [SPEAKER_02]: he's about 20 years older than me and me and my really good friends and he goes um I'll tell you the best advice to Timbo. 15:22.875 --> 15:27.041 [SPEAKER_02]: He said just saying my dad told me he goes go out and fuck some shit up. 15:27.061 --> 15:28.123 [SPEAKER_02]: Go fuck up. 15:28.643 --> 15:30.025 [SPEAKER_02]: You know what I mean? 15:30.867 --> 15:33.511 [SPEAKER_02]: And and that is what is missing, right? 15:33.871 --> 15:35.013 [SPEAKER_02]: That's what Gary V says. 15:35.033 --> 15:36.495 [SPEAKER_02]: You were heard of Gary V. 15:36.779 --> 15:39.823 [SPEAKER_02]: Gary V. No, is he a donklfuck generation? 15:39.903 --> 16:05.115 [SPEAKER_00]: I think so, but Vaynerchuk is his name is pretty close to donklfuck but uh he talks about you know in your 20s he's like this is the time to fail the time to go and fuck up your 20s to 30s just fuck up it's like who's who said you had to have your life figured out by 30 by 35 by 25 you know just fuck up because you want to find out you want to find shit that you want to go fuck up and find out 16:05.095 --> 16:28.622 [SPEAKER_00]: and then in your 30s you can you can kind of hone on what you're good at and then in your 40s you know you can like become a master and then in your 50s I think you you you you know evolve into and a rack and stuff some sorts just hair got their hair got you sexy yeah Gary V is actually a spider 16:28.602 --> 16:30.945 [SPEAKER_02]: Come on over here, Gary Vee, Gary Zee, hold on. 16:30.985 --> 16:32.607 [SPEAKER_02]: Let me show you what to do. 16:33.127 --> 16:34.269 [SPEAKER_02]: Don't go fuck generation. 16:34.830 --> 16:37.252 [SPEAKER_02]: Good job, web, good job. 16:37.333 --> 16:38.013 [SPEAKER_02]: Another web. 16:38.053 --> 16:45.242 [SPEAKER_00]: He's like in your 20s, you fuck up in your 30s, you master in your 40s, you make your cocoon in your 50s. 16:45.603 --> 16:46.664 [SPEAKER_00]: You become a fire. 16:48.346 --> 16:49.227 [SPEAKER_02]: That's right. 16:49.375 --> 16:54.163 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, but yeah, so you were saying like you got to you got to fuck up. 16:54.344 --> 16:55.205 [SPEAKER_00]: You got to fuck around. 16:55.826 --> 16:56.608 [SPEAKER_00]: Find out right. 16:57.008 --> 17:00.675 [SPEAKER_02]: So I'll give you a couple of examples of like kind of my thoughts on things. 17:00.775 --> 17:02.298 [SPEAKER_02]: So for instance, I was at the gas station. 17:02.318 --> 17:07.467 [SPEAKER_02]: I was looking to buy a lawnmower and there's this equipment place, but it looked like it was closed. 17:07.507 --> 17:08.569 [SPEAKER_02]: So I was at the gas station. 17:08.589 --> 17:12.155 [SPEAKER_02]: I was trying to call the number online and I was like, so I went to the gas station. 17:12.195 --> 17:13.257 [SPEAKER_02]: I asked the guy. 17:14.300 --> 17:15.262 [SPEAKER_02]: Hey, is that place open? 17:15.402 --> 17:21.332 [SPEAKER_02]: And of course, you know, classic for, you know, for the sake of the conversation, the Gen Z in there. 17:22.134 --> 17:23.997 [SPEAKER_02]: Uh, I don't even know there's a place over there. 17:24.177 --> 17:25.039 [SPEAKER_02]: Alright, okay, whatever. 17:25.379 --> 17:27.142 [SPEAKER_02]: So then I see this grown man, right? 17:27.162 --> 17:28.525 [SPEAKER_02]: He's probably about 50 years old. 17:29.426 --> 17:30.368 [SPEAKER_02]: And, um, 17:30.348 --> 17:33.894 [SPEAKER_02]: I asked him he's like, I don't know man, like they always have been open. 17:33.955 --> 17:37.781 [SPEAKER_02]: Maybe they're just closed for a day, you know, like local business and I was like, okay. 17:38.142 --> 17:41.769 [SPEAKER_02]: And then he's inside the gas station and he goes, we don't have a tape measure in here. 17:41.789 --> 17:42.490 [SPEAKER_02]: I said, tape measure. 17:42.710 --> 17:46.097 [SPEAKER_02]: Man, I got one this little pissant one, but I went in the truck and he goes, okay. 17:46.117 --> 17:47.479 [SPEAKER_02]: So I give it to him. 17:47.459 --> 17:49.924 [SPEAKER_02]: And then he comes out and goes, hey man, thank you very much. 17:49.944 --> 17:51.147 [SPEAKER_02]: I said, hey, my name is Timothy. 17:51.207 --> 17:53.372 [SPEAKER_02]: I introduced myself, eye contact, shook his hand. 17:53.752 --> 17:55.155 [SPEAKER_02]: He introduced you from around here. 17:55.216 --> 17:58.863 [SPEAKER_02]: He asked where I was from, asked what I do for work, and we had a nice conversation. 17:59.304 --> 18:02.251 [SPEAKER_02]: And so I just created like this timeline. 18:02.311 --> 18:03.814 [SPEAKER_02]: I just opened up. 18:03.794 --> 18:22.647 [SPEAKER_02]: right the valleys you know what I mean it's like I open the gate into the vast meadows and valleys that life has like that and I just yeah right I just created something in that I created an interaction that can then spur me into a situation next time I see it you know what I mean I'm going to see this guy David I'm going to see him you know what I mean 18:22.627 --> 18:35.960 [SPEAKER_00]: I was secretly hoping when you said you got a tape measure that you were going to fucking whip out your dick and you're just like this is eight and a half inches, so you can just base everything off of that. 18:36.521 --> 18:38.182 [SPEAKER_02]: He just grabs it and just pulls me in. 18:38.542 --> 18:42.987 [SPEAKER_02]: All right, now I'm going to lift you up, I'm going to measure this light, this light fixture on the ceiling. 18:43.307 --> 18:44.348 [SPEAKER_02]: So go shit. 18:45.669 --> 18:49.393 [SPEAKER_00]: A little piss on there, but I shake it off real quick, yep, there we go. 18:49.930 --> 19:09.157 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, it's just like that was something that and then like another thing is you opened a new portal to a new story line Really, you opened up a new it's almost like every time you talk to someone new you open up a potential new Story and and do we follow them? 19:09.658 --> 19:13.103 [SPEAKER_00]: I don't know, but there's infinite infinite stories to follow 19:13.201 --> 19:16.187 [SPEAKER_02]: And it perpetuates like the journey that I'm on, right? 19:16.307 --> 19:22.258 [SPEAKER_02]: The journey that sometimes I have no idea where it's going, but like I'm, I'm directionally oriented, right? 19:22.318 --> 19:24.302 [SPEAKER_02]: I'm like, oh, I'm going somewhere, you know what I mean? 19:24.583 --> 19:24.703 [SPEAKER_02]: Right. 19:24.723 --> 19:26.266 [SPEAKER_02]: And so he asked me what I'm doing. 19:26.787 --> 19:28.711 [SPEAKER_02]: And then I tell him, yeah, I'm gonna do some of this. 19:28.791 --> 19:32.037 [SPEAKER_02]: And today, I was, that day I was, um, 19:32.017 --> 19:53.535 [SPEAKER_02]: I was doing some scrapping right so in back in Texas back in the 18 to like 30 what I did was I was a construction and scrapping recycling so I'd pick up junk iron and I'd pick up stuff and people would give away free metal but also people would give away their rubbish so I haul it for free. 19:53.515 --> 20:10.748 [SPEAKER_02]: but sometimes people know that you can make money on it and in Hawaii you don't make money on your junk or maybe copper but that's it right because everything has to be shipped off the island but in Texas you can go take old washers, dryers like they pay you you don't pay them. 20:10.728 --> 20:27.437 [SPEAKER_02]: So people know that so then my tag is if you have rubbish that you want to get rid of I'll take your metal and then I'll get rid that's the trade off I'll get rid of your rubbish if you let me take your metal so then this lady message me and this is old like 70 year old lady 20:27.417 --> 20:34.888 [SPEAKER_02]: and her name was Rose and she was real sweet and she's like, I got these tires and I've got some metal you can take and I got two boxes of books. 20:35.108 --> 20:40.616 [SPEAKER_02]: I kept the books that weren't water damaged and there were good and I gave some to the bookstore through the rest of the way. 20:40.636 --> 20:41.597 [SPEAKER_02]: I kept the ones I wanted. 20:42.038 --> 20:43.039 [SPEAKER_02]: I looked at the tires. 20:43.160 --> 20:44.802 [SPEAKER_02]: I sent a picture to my friend and 20:44.782 --> 20:46.264 [SPEAKER_02]: And I said, could you use these tires? 20:46.284 --> 20:48.125 [SPEAKER_02]: He's like, fuck, yeah, these are really good tires. 20:48.386 --> 20:50.087 [SPEAKER_02]: So I load them up in the back of the vehicle. 20:50.528 --> 20:57.114 [SPEAKER_02]: And then I'm going to go back to my mom's place probably Monday and then I'll give him the tires, right? 20:57.395 --> 20:58.956 [SPEAKER_02]: But it was like that interaction. 20:59.397 --> 21:01.419 [SPEAKER_02]: It was like, now she knows who I am, right? 21:01.519 --> 21:05.403 [SPEAKER_02]: She saw me on the next door of the social media, kind of community app, right? 21:05.623 --> 21:07.685 [SPEAKER_02]: It kind of perpetuates the business. 21:07.725 --> 21:10.468 [SPEAKER_02]: I'm doing it keeps the name going and stuff like that. 21:10.448 --> 21:19.181 [SPEAKER_02]: And I think that that is, you can call them soft skills or whatever type of skills, those are skills that are lost from these new generations, right? 21:20.162 --> 21:21.224 [SPEAKER_00]: I don't know if they're lost. 21:21.264 --> 21:28.394 [SPEAKER_00]: I mean, I think at this point everyone's so autistic that we're beginning to communicate telepathically. 21:29.436 --> 21:32.641 [SPEAKER_00]: So it's just, maybe they're not lost, they're just not needed anymore. 21:32.841 --> 21:35.545 [SPEAKER_00]: You just look at someone and then you just communicate, man. 21:37.229 --> 21:38.771 [SPEAKER_02]: Okay, yeah, no, okay. 21:38.791 --> 21:40.013 [SPEAKER_02]: So I would agree with you. 21:40.574 --> 21:48.826 [SPEAKER_02]: We're all communicating um um by air drop, you know, you know, yeah, yeah, we're communicating metallurgically. 21:49.547 --> 21:55.856 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, we're communicating the, the, the air drop cerebral cortex. 21:56.036 --> 21:59.862 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, we're communicating via the electromagnetic spectrum. 22:00.263 --> 22:22.153 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, yeah, we're communicating through the, uh, the blue tooth pineal gland this morning exactly exactly People don't realize you got to press your belly button and then start stroking your dick and then that sense off the raise the blue tooth raised from your pineal gland It it can be it's a multitasking, but you know it works out good 22:22.133 --> 22:31.091 [SPEAKER_00]: I don't know if I agree because a lot of the people I know that are young, well, there's a good amount, a good amount that are on their own journey. 22:31.211 --> 22:37.003 [SPEAKER_00]: They're going out there and their living life and they're fucking up and finding out. 22:37.186 --> 22:42.593 [SPEAKER_00]: that there's another subset of people I know, similar age that are, they're not doing that. 22:43.073 --> 22:45.256 [SPEAKER_00]: They're staying home, staying on their phones. 22:46.237 --> 22:47.979 [SPEAKER_00]: But I think that's just a timing thing. 22:48.200 --> 22:53.366 [SPEAKER_00]: I think that everyone's going to go on that journey, but some people are waiting a little longer. 22:54.007 --> 22:58.232 [SPEAKER_00]: Or some people life throws them out there a little bit sooner. 22:58.516 --> 23:00.919 [SPEAKER_00]: But okay, I think it's all over the board. 23:00.959 --> 23:08.849 [SPEAKER_00]: I don't think there's like, uh, I don't think you really can say like there's a, oh, this generation right now this younger generation is fucked. 23:08.869 --> 23:27.291 [SPEAKER_00]: It's like there's a lot of them that they've already seen how fucked it is even, you know, they're why I think they're very wise a lot of them even though they're young they're wise and they see how fucked the system is and how fucked things are in terms of 23:27.271 --> 23:43.820 [SPEAKER_00]: holding them where they are, you know, social media, addictions, the food, the addictive shows, and you know, so maybe there's like a split going on where some of them are going on their journeys and others are staying stagnant. 23:44.621 --> 23:45.022 [SPEAKER_00]: But I don't know. 23:45.042 --> 23:46.344 [SPEAKER_00]: I just think you can't generalize. 23:46.384 --> 23:50.852 [SPEAKER_00]: I think everyone's got their own journey in life and they're all going to be going on it. 23:51.172 --> 23:52.114 [SPEAKER_00]: Otherwise, 23:53.242 --> 24:11.028 [SPEAKER_00]: I think life forces you at a certain point, you can avoid the journey, but eventually it's going to be painful, and life is going to say, alright, you know, like think about, so you go back to Avatar, the last airbender, Ang, avoided his journey for a hundred years. 24:11.529 --> 24:15.655 [SPEAKER_00]: He froze himself in ice for a hundred years. 24:15.635 --> 24:21.241 [SPEAKER_00]: and yet he still had to do that journey at twelve years old. 24:21.382 --> 24:24.385 [SPEAKER_00]: He's still even if you delay at a hundred years. 24:25.006 --> 24:31.373 [SPEAKER_00]: You still have that journey that your soul wants you to go on. 24:31.493 --> 24:32.494 [SPEAKER_00]: I really do think that. 24:33.015 --> 24:36.279 [SPEAKER_00]: I really do think that if people are wondering, oh, I don't know what to do with my life. 24:36.339 --> 24:44.308 [SPEAKER_00]: It's like, you know that we were talking about in the last podcast, ask, and it shall be given 24:44.288 --> 24:59.453 [SPEAKER_00]: I don't, I just think people need to ask God or the universe, you know, what can I do to make my life more rich and meaningful and joyous and loving and prosperous and peaceful? 25:00.274 --> 25:05.002 [SPEAKER_00]: And just see what God responds with in the next few days, like, but people aren't even asking. 25:05.042 --> 25:11.072 [SPEAKER_00]: People are just like, they're trying to figure it out, but it's like, you're not here to figure out. 25:12.301 --> 25:14.023 [SPEAKER_00]: your soul already knows. 25:14.684 --> 25:18.810 [SPEAKER_00]: You're just here to maybe fuck around, but and find out. 25:18.890 --> 25:22.996 [SPEAKER_00]: But like, you're not here to figure, you can't figure out destiny. 25:23.456 --> 25:24.077 [SPEAKER_00]: You know what I'm saying? 25:24.097 --> 25:26.060 [SPEAKER_00]: You just gotta feel it. 25:26.801 --> 25:28.964 [SPEAKER_00]: And I think you gotta ask. 25:29.004 --> 25:34.151 [SPEAKER_00]: And I think people just gotta ask God, why am I here and ask their soul. 25:34.892 --> 25:39.338 [SPEAKER_00]: And see what happens because I don't know. 25:40.668 --> 26:04.515 [SPEAKER_00]: I think a lot of people and doesn't matter how old you are, you know, you could be 60 years old and still avoiding what life is calling you because the journey never ends unless you die, you know, unless you want to just go ahead and die, but the journey is always calling you, and I think there's plenty of people in their 60s and 70s that have just said, you know, oh, you know, there's no more journey and, um, 26:04.495 --> 26:12.749 [SPEAKER_00]: I'm retired now and it's like, no, no, no, no, that's how you lose meaning to life and that's how you, you know, I think that's how you die of really quickly. 26:13.170 --> 26:16.275 [SPEAKER_00]: But if you can see that, oh, no, the journey's continuing. 26:16.295 --> 26:23.888 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, maybe I'm not going out, risking my life like I did when I was in my 20s, you know, putting my neck out there and, you know, 26:23.868 --> 26:38.147 [SPEAKER_00]: risking everything, but maybe I'm going as like a sixty-seven-year-old man maybe I'm going and Giving back maybe I'm going and helping out teaching mentoring because that's what life's calling you to do, but 26:39.055 --> 26:46.325 [SPEAKER_00]: whatever stage you're at, life's always calling you, your soul is always calling you, I think, and God is calling you. 26:47.186 --> 26:56.177 [SPEAKER_02]: But it's not that 60, 70 years old or 20 years old. 26:57.019 --> 26:59.462 [SPEAKER_02]: It's not that you've got to stick your dick in every hole. 26:59.682 --> 27:01.805 [SPEAKER_02]: It's like, you need to be sticking your dick in a hole. 27:02.165 --> 27:03.427 [SPEAKER_02]: You need to be doing it. 27:04.308 --> 27:04.589 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah. 27:04.609 --> 27:06.010 [SPEAKER_02]: You need to be. 27:06.030 --> 27:06.872 [SPEAKER_02]: We're not that big. 27:06.932 --> 27:08.033 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, that makes sense. 27:08.620 --> 27:10.642 [SPEAKER_02]: So that's the idea, right? 27:10.803 --> 27:16.990 [SPEAKER_02]: So I know some kids that just sit in the house, and everyone's like, what's going to happen when they finally step outside of the house? 27:17.470 --> 27:18.672 [SPEAKER_00]: They're going to get a sunburn. 27:18.712 --> 27:20.134 [SPEAKER_00]: I'm going to fucking die. 27:21.355 --> 27:21.595 [SPEAKER_02]: Right? 27:21.996 --> 27:29.925 [SPEAKER_02]: So I think maybe the calling, or maybe a little application is like, you're going to go on that journey regardless. 27:30.486 --> 27:38.475 [SPEAKER_02]: The question is, your life can be so much more fulfilling my belief is the sooner you take up your cross. 27:38.455 --> 28:05.239 [SPEAKER_02]: and go on the journey because my cousin was telling me at the university that she's got kids that grew up with the fucking craziest technology that we're trying to figure out and they don't understand how to work a computer and it's like, wait a minute, it's because everything's on their phone, everything's like connect the phone to your vehicle, connect the phone to your thermostat, connect the phone to your Siri or your Alexa, connect the phone to your oven, 28:05.219 --> 28:17.625 [SPEAKER_02]: and they don't know and it's like so finally they got out they got a job or they're going to get you know doing education and it's like that journey is going to happen life will force you and 28:18.348 --> 28:47.089 [SPEAKER_02]: you know I think that there's something to be said about like this is just helpful advice like how much suffering do you want to because there is going to be suffering but you can minimize it by going I mean that that's somewhat of a general statement but you can minimize the things that are happening for for the suffering that makes your journey harder if you just go ahead 28:47.069 --> 28:49.132 [SPEAKER_00]: there's more suffering and waiting. 28:49.994 --> 29:00.530 [SPEAKER_00]: There's more suffering and avoiding the journey because it's almost like the universe has set this energetic pathway for you that if you follow it, you become energized. 29:01.271 --> 29:05.618 [SPEAKER_00]: So if you avoid that you're putting all your letting all this energy 29:05.598 --> 29:19.518 [SPEAKER_00]: go on the table that you're not going to receive, you know, you're avoiding, and that's why people stagnate and they get tired and they get fat and lazy because the energy is not moving, you know, they're not receiving that pathway of energy. 29:19.558 --> 29:28.671 [SPEAKER_00]: And if they just took the leap of faith, you know, stop trying to control and just go, just go and trust life. 29:30.153 --> 29:33.698 [SPEAKER_00]: I think that they would 29:34.218 --> 29:35.699 [SPEAKER_00]: free of shits, you know. 29:35.819 --> 29:56.057 [SPEAKER_00]: So even within their own body, too, I think like even if you're like holding on to weight, like literally I think if you followed your your passion and your journey and courageously, you would naturally lose weight because you're freeing up energy that the universe is trying to give you. 29:57.158 --> 29:57.459 [SPEAKER_00]: You know? 29:58.420 --> 30:03.364 [SPEAKER_02]: So could you say that the greatest, the next greatest 30:03.682 --> 30:17.698 [SPEAKER_02]: It's a compilation or an amalgamation of all those individuals that choose that go out and begin their journey. 30:18.719 --> 30:24.525 [SPEAKER_02]: And it's almost like it doesn't even matter saying that, but I think it's something for a visualization. 30:25.026 --> 30:28.710 [SPEAKER_02]: So the greatest generation will always be. 30:28.792 --> 30:36.740 [SPEAKER_02]: Those of us, right, the grouping of those of us that go out and embark on our journey, right? 30:37.441 --> 30:39.103 [SPEAKER_00]: Yes, I think so. 30:40.464 --> 30:41.005 [SPEAKER_00]: This is cool. 30:41.305 --> 30:42.687 [SPEAKER_00]: I think there's a movie you would like. 30:43.067 --> 30:46.130 [SPEAKER_00]: It's called Kubo and someone just showed me. 30:46.591 --> 30:47.151 [SPEAKER_00]: Have you seen it? 30:48.393 --> 30:50.034 [SPEAKER_00]: No, it's like an animation. 30:50.054 --> 30:52.677 [SPEAKER_00]: It's like an animation claymation. 30:53.498 --> 30:56.481 [SPEAKER_00]: It's for kids, but I think it's for everybody. 30:56.581 --> 30:58.123 [SPEAKER_00]: It's so powerful. 30:58.373 --> 31:08.874 [SPEAKER_00]: and the movie story is this kid who has sort of these magical powers with a guitar with a string. 31:08.934 --> 31:15.608 [SPEAKER_00]: It's called Kubo in the two strings and he uses his strings to like magically do things. 31:15.708 --> 31:20.297 [SPEAKER_00]: And he goes in this whole journey, but he 31:20.277 --> 31:31.857 [SPEAKER_00]: in the movie, the bad guys are his grandfather and his aunt's and so he is he is the product of 31:33.322 --> 31:39.988 [SPEAKER_00]: these deities who are from outer space from the moon that are eternal. 31:41.009 --> 31:47.515 [SPEAKER_00]: And one of those deities was his mom who ended up mating with a mortal man. 31:47.595 --> 31:51.999 [SPEAKER_00]: So sort of like a fallen angel type like angels in the man mating type story. 31:52.740 --> 32:03.109 [SPEAKER_00]: And he is an offspring and so he's not supposed to be alive. 32:03.089 --> 32:24.034 [SPEAKER_00]: wants to cut his eyes out because if he has eyes he'll see the earth and the people and he'll get lost in hell because his grandfather thinks the earth is hell and he wants Kubo to come up to the stars and be in heaven and be immortal. 32:24.014 --> 32:34.543 [SPEAKER_00]: but it's so interesting because the immortality is this cold, lifeless immortality with no story, with no memory. 32:35.726 --> 32:36.167 [SPEAKER_00]: And 32:37.362 --> 32:40.269 [SPEAKER_00]: And in Kubo already had one eye taken away. 32:40.689 --> 32:42.353 [SPEAKER_00]: So his grandfather took one eye. 32:42.393 --> 32:56.485 [SPEAKER_00]: He wanted to take both eyes because he wanted Kubo not to see love not to see But but in the end there's this battle with the grandfather and the grandfather is like 32:56.465 --> 33:15.638 [SPEAKER_00]: Come with me and be immortal and have endless power and prestige and then in Kubo's like, I don't want that Kubo's like you're missing the point there's a whole world here 33:15.618 --> 33:23.327 [SPEAKER_00]: There's stories, there's people, there's memories, and the grandfather said, you don't need those memories. 33:23.407 --> 33:32.618 [SPEAKER_00]: You can let go and just be one with the eternal good and this kind of cold immortality. 33:34.540 --> 33:37.423 [SPEAKER_00]: And they battle and then essentially, 33:38.737 --> 33:59.293 [SPEAKER_00]: Kubo wins with the power of music and love and story and people and family and at the end it's crazy the the grandfather becomes a human incarnate as a human and when he incarnates he says who am I? 33:59.881 --> 34:00.522 [SPEAKER_00]: Who am I? 34:01.103 --> 34:02.564 [SPEAKER_00]: Who are you in Kubo Go's? 34:03.686 --> 34:04.907 [SPEAKER_00]: Hmm. 34:04.927 --> 34:07.691 [SPEAKER_00]: And the grandfather goes, I think I've lost my story. 34:08.732 --> 34:09.433 [SPEAKER_00]: Can you help me? 34:10.074 --> 34:11.075 [SPEAKER_00]: What is my story? 34:12.757 --> 34:20.807 [SPEAKER_00]: And then the whole town goes up to him and they go, oh, you are a generous man, you are a kind man. 34:21.227 --> 34:22.749 [SPEAKER_00]: You are this, you are that. 34:23.270 --> 34:25.353 [SPEAKER_00]: And he goes, I don't remember any of that. 34:26.414 --> 34:28.116 [SPEAKER_00]: And then, 34:29.716 --> 34:35.406 [SPEAKER_00]: the moral of that movie, the moral or maybe the general messages. 34:35.875 --> 34:42.665 [SPEAKER_00]: that your memory is matter, your story matters, and that's the, maybe the point of life is a story. 34:43.366 --> 34:46.891 [SPEAKER_00]: And stories are more eternal than immortality. 34:47.552 --> 34:51.778 [SPEAKER_00]: Stories are more immortal than immortality itself. 34:52.999 --> 34:57.446 [SPEAKER_00]: Because the story tells us who we are. 34:57.946 --> 34:59.248 [SPEAKER_00]: It shows us who we are. 34:59.789 --> 35:03.975 [SPEAKER_00]: And immortality, the idea of living forever, 35:03.955 --> 35:14.151 [SPEAKER_00]: is this cold and lifeless idea because in order to the story, there's no story in order to live forever you have to get rid of your story. 35:14.722 --> 35:18.327 [SPEAKER_00]: which actually doesn't make you immortal, it makes you trapped. 35:19.268 --> 35:24.414 [SPEAKER_00]: And it's this confusion, whereas his grandfather was actually evil. 35:25.395 --> 35:27.318 [SPEAKER_00]: And he thought earth was hell. 35:27.358 --> 35:30.222 [SPEAKER_00]: He says, how could you live here in this hell? 35:30.602 --> 35:33.325 [SPEAKER_00]: This, look at this hellish place with suffering. 35:34.026 --> 35:37.050 [SPEAKER_00]: Come with me and you will suffer no more. 35:37.070 --> 35:38.692 [SPEAKER_00]: You will have no more problems. 35:38.712 --> 35:40.915 [SPEAKER_00]: You will have eternal life. 35:40.895 --> 35:46.087 [SPEAKER_00]: and it's like holy shit he sounds like the Messiah, but that's kind of crazy because he's not. 35:46.708 --> 35:48.051 [SPEAKER_00]: He's the false Messiah. 35:48.772 --> 35:51.639 [SPEAKER_00]: He was in hell and he didn't even know it. 35:52.781 --> 35:53.082 [SPEAKER_00]: And 35:55.323 --> 36:10.961 [SPEAKER_00]: The sovereignty was on earth, and the true hell was avoiding suffering, was avoiding pain, was avoiding the story, was avoiding the journey. 36:13.504 --> 36:19.991 [SPEAKER_00]: And then what happens when you avoid the journey forever and ever, you are eternally damned, and that is hell, isn't it? 36:21.092 --> 36:23.355 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh shit, because you're just stuck. 36:24.213 --> 36:34.944 [SPEAKER_02]: So this, it kind of circles back to the, what we've said about talking about nothingness is like the void is everything, like nothing is everything. 36:35.485 --> 36:46.396 [SPEAKER_02]: So if you look at the void, right, publicly speaking or whatever speaking, it's just this empty mass, this just, this expands. 36:47.257 --> 36:52.903 [SPEAKER_02]: And it's the framework, it's the skeleton of everything, right, that is. 36:52.883 --> 36:53.764 [SPEAKER_02]: but it's empty. 36:54.405 --> 36:58.592 [SPEAKER_02]: And all of our stories are what fills up all those that frame. 37:00.235 --> 37:09.470 [SPEAKER_02]: So that's why like nothingness the void is something because it is the framework that we are supposed to then fill. 37:10.051 --> 37:11.233 [SPEAKER_02]: So that's what creation is. 37:11.694 --> 37:14.318 [SPEAKER_02]: Creation is then just filling in. 37:14.298 --> 37:27.025 [SPEAKER_02]: all the things in the void that then give the void actual like you know body give the void you know like give the void it's not it's purpose but it's um 37:28.338 --> 37:30.380 [SPEAKER_02]: It's rotundness, you know what I mean? 37:30.440 --> 37:33.424 [SPEAKER_02]: It gives void its life, right? 37:34.204 --> 37:42.553 [SPEAKER_02]: Cause it's more of like a kind of like an esoteric kind of life thing, you know, like entity. 37:42.573 --> 37:49.661 [SPEAKER_02]: And then we, we in all our stories are the what fill it up, which gives it its meaning, right? 37:49.721 --> 37:51.303 [SPEAKER_02]: I'm just waiting for it. 37:51.343 --> 37:53.625 [SPEAKER_02]: So yeah, so the more you avoid it, you know what I mean? 37:53.846 --> 37:55.948 [SPEAKER_02]: Then you are trapped in that void. 37:55.928 --> 38:22.122 [SPEAKER_02]: and we all can just kind of visualize I think or understand at least that concept like if you're just trapped in a void you're like fuck I gotta get out of this right nothing is happening there's no movement there's no friction there's no fusion there's nothing no you know right yeah trying to live forever would get you stuck in one story you know unless 38:22.540 --> 38:26.492 [SPEAKER_00]: Unless you can die to yourself, you know, then you could 38:28.632 --> 38:30.134 [SPEAKER_00]: continue to evolve. 38:30.514 --> 38:32.576 [SPEAKER_00]: But you have to die to yourself. 38:32.616 --> 38:34.498 [SPEAKER_00]: Let me just read this part of this book. 38:36.220 --> 38:39.703 [SPEAKER_00]: This is a book called Consciousness Speaks. 38:41.225 --> 38:44.808 [SPEAKER_00]: And it's by Ramesh, Baal Seeker, Baal Seeker. 38:44.868 --> 38:45.709 [SPEAKER_00]: He seeks the balls. 38:45.769 --> 38:46.750 [SPEAKER_00]: That's what I'm getting. 38:47.351 --> 38:48.452 [SPEAKER_02]: Yes, I keep reading. 38:49.553 --> 38:57.481 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, I haven't started yet, Tim. 38:57.501 --> 38:58.622 [SPEAKER_00]: That's good. 38:59.598 --> 39:10.367 [SPEAKER_00]: If there's one thing, which I've always been anxious for participants in the seminars or the retreats to be sure of, it's that I'm not selling anybody anything. 39:11.174 --> 39:14.519 [SPEAKER_00]: Then it suddenly dawned on me that that is not true. 39:15.300 --> 39:17.322 [SPEAKER_00]: I'm selling drugs, I'm sorry, it's not what it says. 39:18.063 --> 39:28.097 [SPEAKER_00]: I am selling something which is nothing on behalf of the divine entity, which is really no entity and therefore no thing either. 39:28.798 --> 39:33.625 [SPEAKER_00]: And the biggest joke is I am selling this nothing to you who are all nothing. 39:34.346 --> 39:36.709 [SPEAKER_00]: This is really the joke. 39:36.925 --> 39:42.575 [SPEAKER_00]: but until the joke is realized as a joke, it can be a terribly tragic joke. 39:44.445 --> 39:45.028 [SPEAKER_00]: Now, 39:47.489 --> 39:50.853 [SPEAKER_00]: What I think about that is I think that's both true and false. 39:52.115 --> 39:56.440 [SPEAKER_00]: I think it's one of those things where you know, Jesus was both man and God, a hundred percent. 39:57.541 --> 40:03.829 [SPEAKER_00]: I think it's one of those things where destiny is one hundred percent true and and free will is one hundred percent true. 40:03.849 --> 40:11.538 [SPEAKER_00]: It's a it's a concept when you can't comprehend logically, and that is nothing is everything and everything is nothing. 40:12.819 --> 40:13.260 [SPEAKER_00]: I mean, 40:14.894 --> 40:19.360 [SPEAKER_00]: When you look at physics and you zoom into the body, you get to atoms. 40:19.741 --> 40:28.253 [SPEAKER_00]: In atoms, if you look at a nucleus of an atom and an electron of an atom, there's so much empty space. 40:29.334 --> 40:33.159 [SPEAKER_00]: So we know most of what an atom is, is empty space. 40:34.161 --> 40:44.395 [SPEAKER_00]: And so most of what a human body is in the world, in this lamp, in this piano, in this computer, is empty space. 40:45.438 --> 40:53.206 [SPEAKER_00]: Just physics, what we know about quantum physics, and what we know about atomic physics, we are empty space, and we are nothing. 40:54.928 --> 40:58.792 [SPEAKER_00]: But then, but we know we're not nothing, because we're here. 40:58.992 --> 40:59.873 [SPEAKER_00]: So we are something. 41:00.614 --> 41:08.863 [SPEAKER_00]: So I think it's not that we're nothing, it's that we're an idea, and the physical world, 41:08.843 --> 41:15.813 [SPEAKER_00]: is not as real as we thought and that may be the real world is not physical is energetic. 41:17.315 --> 41:18.156 [SPEAKER_00]: It is spiritual. 41:19.778 --> 41:21.841 [SPEAKER_00]: But is the spiritual world real? 41:23.924 --> 41:24.685 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, I think so. 41:24.886 --> 41:30.494 [SPEAKER_00]: I think that is the real world and I think this physical world is like the this is the illusion. 41:31.575 --> 41:36.522 [SPEAKER_00]: This is the illusion and it's a very convincing illusion 41:37.953 --> 41:39.215 [SPEAKER_00]: are trapped in that illusion. 41:41.979 --> 42:04.872 [SPEAKER_00]: They're trapped in the, yeah, what I mean by trapped in the illusion, they're trapped thinking, this is the only world and there's no after life, there's no spiritual world, there's no before life, it's just this, this is the only thing that's real, I was born in this world and then I will disappear, that's the illusion, that the physical world, because if you really believed that the physical world is the only thing, 42:04.852 --> 42:06.514 [SPEAKER_00]: That's what leads to evil. 42:06.574 --> 42:08.096 [SPEAKER_00]: That's what leads to, oh, I need this. 42:08.136 --> 42:10.819 [SPEAKER_00]: I need to take what I need because I'm going to die eventually. 42:10.839 --> 42:15.324 [SPEAKER_00]: So I might as well get what I, I might as well get a lot of stuff while I'm here. 42:15.364 --> 42:16.285 [SPEAKER_00]: I might as well steal. 42:16.346 --> 42:17.207 [SPEAKER_00]: I might as well take. 42:17.287 --> 42:22.293 [SPEAKER_00]: I might as well pillage and plunder and that's, that's the disconnect. 42:23.454 --> 42:26.037 [SPEAKER_00]: That's what causes sin. 42:26.578 --> 42:31.163 [SPEAKER_00]: So oh, so is the ultimate sin, the first sin. 42:31.143 --> 42:38.171 [SPEAKER_00]: believing that this world is of itself alone, and that there is no outer. 42:38.391 --> 42:40.213 [SPEAKER_00]: There is no spirit. 42:40.293 --> 42:41.154 [SPEAKER_00]: There is no God. 42:41.755 --> 42:57.032 [SPEAKER_00]: I remember reading the Bible with my friend the other day and it said the biggest sin was to blame God for bad things happening or to not give God the credit for 42:58.379 --> 43:13.573 [SPEAKER_00]: And so that essentially is to say that like, oh, if I get a new car or if I get a new job, I say that's actually because of me and that's actually because of the world and it has nothing to do with God. 43:14.374 --> 43:16.176 [SPEAKER_00]: But I think that's how a lot of people live. 43:16.556 --> 43:21.621 [SPEAKER_00]: They really do think that the physical world is the real world. 43:22.962 --> 43:28.167 [SPEAKER_00]: Whereas I think the whole idea that nothing is everything. 43:28.147 --> 43:47.218 [SPEAKER_00]: it's that the physical world is actually nothing, it's a projection of a spiritual world and the spiritual world is what's real and the physical world will always follow whatever the spiritual or mental world or spiritual world is projecting. 43:48.211 --> 43:49.434 [SPEAKER_00]: And that's kind of esoteric. 43:49.996 --> 43:50.437 [SPEAKER_00]: I get it. 43:50.878 --> 43:54.689 [SPEAKER_00]: A lot of people might not agree with that, but that is the truth. 43:54.729 --> 43:59.122 [SPEAKER_00]: And you heard it here first, when it gets to preem where we say the truth, and nothing but the truth. 44:01.929 --> 44:03.233 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah. 44:03.213 --> 44:11.644 [SPEAKER_00]: But, you know, when you really think that the physical world is all there is, then you're not going to go on the adventure. 44:11.985 --> 44:32.832 [SPEAKER_00]: You're never going to trust that there's something else out there, something bigger than you, something bigger than just atoms and quarks, you know, maybe if we just look at quantum physics or we just look at whatever string theory or we just look at the atomic theory 44:34.465 --> 44:38.875 [SPEAKER_00]: It's a spiritual concept, there's nothing, there's mostly nothingness. 44:38.935 --> 44:42.303 [SPEAKER_00]: So what's holding the human body together, a bunch of empty space? 44:42.844 --> 44:45.490 [SPEAKER_00]: It's like, yes, well, that's something. 44:46.432 --> 44:47.355 [SPEAKER_00]: Well, wait, hold on. 44:48.156 --> 44:49.740 [SPEAKER_00]: That means that there's... 44:53.028 --> 44:54.773 [SPEAKER_00]: There's something in nothing. 44:55.635 --> 44:57.360 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh, and that is something, isn't it? 44:59.065 --> 45:08.472 [SPEAKER_02]: Oh Very cryptic and fucking fucking sexy, that's what that is 45:08.452 --> 45:14.659 [SPEAKER_00]: Well, that's why I think meditation is so good because at any time I meditate, or I meet someone who starts to meditate. 45:15.099 --> 45:17.502 [SPEAKER_00]: Meditation is all about accessing that nothing. 45:17.943 --> 45:20.425 [SPEAKER_00]: You're accessing the realm of nothing. 45:21.106 --> 45:23.889 [SPEAKER_00]: And then everything in your life improves. 45:24.109 --> 45:28.154 [SPEAKER_00]: How is it possible that everything in your life improves from accessing the nothing? 45:29.035 --> 45:29.976 [SPEAKER_00]: How is that possible? 45:31.017 --> 45:38.205 [SPEAKER_02]: Right, that's wild when you put it kind of, 45:41.577 --> 45:50.867 [SPEAKER_02]: I believe that like, that's another thing that people need to start doing is accessing, right? 45:51.248 --> 46:04.362 [SPEAKER_02]: The, well, when they got to believe that there's more than just this and then, okay, now that you believe that, you know, take your step outside the house, metaphorically speaking, and then just start accessing everything else, you know? 46:04.342 --> 46:06.686 [SPEAKER_02]: It's like, bro, like, you know what I mean? 46:06.806 --> 46:09.290 [SPEAKER_02]: Once you, like, you go into a video game. 46:09.871 --> 46:14.759 [SPEAKER_02]: And you're like, fuck, I'm about to get all the cool guns and fucking get all the power ups. 46:14.779 --> 46:19.427 [SPEAKER_02]: And it's like, and then, you know, you're like, oh, fucking, you're on the campaign. 46:19.447 --> 46:23.674 [SPEAKER_02]: And it's like, oh, go, once you finish this, you have access to this whole new world. 46:25.097 --> 46:25.297 [SPEAKER_02]: All right? 46:25.317 --> 46:27.160 [SPEAKER_02]: And that's what people, 46:27.140 --> 46:38.076 [SPEAKER_02]: Because we're supposed to be accessing that other world, you know, which is as stated that's the real truth, that's the real world, the spiritual plane. 46:38.336 --> 46:44.145 [SPEAKER_00]: It's almost like a dual truth, it's like that is, but also this, this is all there is. 46:45.046 --> 46:49.372 [SPEAKER_00]: It's like that's all there, but also this is it. 46:49.913 --> 46:51.375 [SPEAKER_00]: It's all right here. 46:51.355 --> 46:56.781 [SPEAKER_00]: It's sort of like, you cannot comprehend it with your mind. 46:57.161 --> 47:01.045 [SPEAKER_00]: You can only experience it, you can only experience it. 47:01.746 --> 47:06.911 [SPEAKER_00]: It's like everything is in a spiritual realm. 47:08.092 --> 47:11.095 [SPEAKER_00]: Everything is in a spiritual place, but that's all here and now. 47:11.676 --> 47:18.983 [SPEAKER_00]: It's all right here and so where you are sitting person listening, everything you're doing, this is all there is. 47:19.520 --> 47:37.782 [SPEAKER_02]: but that's everything and there's it's actually nothing it's crazy right yeah well i thought i had this thought about today is like if you get to this point where you're let's say describing sociological things and you're like yeah people of color 47:37.863 --> 47:39.066 [SPEAKER_02]: I'm like, what do you mean by that? 47:39.627 --> 47:41.952 [SPEAKER_02]: That has nothing to do with nothing because we're all colored. 47:42.212 --> 47:42.754 [SPEAKER_02]: You know what I mean? 47:42.874 --> 47:44.076 [SPEAKER_02]: Look we're all fucking colored. 47:44.317 --> 47:44.778 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah. 47:44.798 --> 47:46.141 [SPEAKER_02]: That doesn't mean we're all black. 47:46.502 --> 47:49.027 [SPEAKER_02]: It's like we're all, you know what I mean? 47:49.047 --> 47:53.998 [SPEAKER_00]: When they say people of color, I think they mean descendants from Crayola himself. 47:53.978 --> 47:56.420 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, yeah, sir Krayola. 47:56.440 --> 47:59.523 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, yeah, John Krayola's fucking second cousin. 47:59.983 --> 48:01.985 [SPEAKER_00]: I think yeah, sir Krayola. 48:02.045 --> 48:04.527 [SPEAKER_00]: Surgeon Krayola, yeah, in all of this. 48:04.567 --> 48:07.990 [SPEAKER_02]: He had a hundred certain general Krayola. 48:08.010 --> 48:22.163 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, he had a hundred children, and they went on to populate the colored world, the colored people of the world, all descendants of 48:22.143 --> 48:34.330 [SPEAKER_02]: Dude, yeah, Sergeant Crayola did, and you know he had fucking lots of wives cause he had a lot of fucking colors coming out His hair was just melted crayons Just every color imaginable 48:35.035 --> 48:56.012 [SPEAKER_00]: And he had a hundred kids and every like one kid was Indian one kid was Chinese one kid was African one kid was fucking Romanian He's like, oh, that's white throw that away one kid was fucking Indian like Native American just like he got all the colors out of his sperm Because he ate he just actually consumed crayons as what he did. 48:56.052 --> 49:00.199 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, yeah one kid was gay, but he threw that crayon out too 49:00.179 --> 49:01.661 [SPEAKER_02]: He's like, it's messing up the rest of them. 49:01.681 --> 49:02.823 [SPEAKER_02]: They're all melting inside. 49:03.003 --> 49:06.608 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, the great crann was, oh, it's just a rainbow. 49:06.668 --> 49:09.011 [SPEAKER_00]: And he was like, this, you can't even know what color you're getting. 49:09.572 --> 49:11.074 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, right. 49:11.094 --> 49:18.084 [SPEAKER_00]: He threw them off to the side, but then they started creating their own, you know, their own fucking sub-pulture. 49:18.104 --> 49:19.926 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, they became colored pencils. 49:24.023 --> 49:25.646 [SPEAKER_02]: You're like, what are doing our own thing now? 49:26.408 --> 49:47.027 [SPEAKER_02]: No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no 49:48.998 --> 50:11.766 [SPEAKER_02]: So we got all these people in the world and so many people aren't realizing that they're stuck in this void, you know, and we've talked in so many different ways and so many different applications and things that you can do, but I think 50:11.898 --> 50:15.442 [SPEAKER_02]: to more broadly speaking, it's like, well, what's an advocate? 50:15.502 --> 50:16.383 [SPEAKER_02]: What's something to do? 50:16.723 --> 50:19.947 [SPEAKER_02]: Something to do is to do is just to do. 50:20.507 --> 50:21.088 [SPEAKER_02]: You know what I mean? 50:21.789 --> 50:23.831 [SPEAKER_02]: It's just to go out and live. 50:24.332 --> 50:32.220 [SPEAKER_02]: You know, we've probably said that before, but in this respect, like, yeah, you got to just go, because the void gives you nothing. 50:32.280 --> 50:34.603 [SPEAKER_02]: It is, once again, it's just that framework. 50:34.623 --> 50:36.505 [SPEAKER_02]: You got to fill it up with your story. 50:36.653 --> 51:00.535 [SPEAKER_02]: right it's there's a book i think in the Christian world it's called a purpose driven life and it's like when he started living and yet this orientation behind it this purpose was to live for God right but then everything changed but it was like a good journey it wasn't bad and the other some surfers suffering or maybe trials tribulations whatever to fuck you on a call them bitches but it was like 51:00.515 --> 51:04.839 [SPEAKER_02]: It was like a good thing and it's like you read the book and you're like, oh fuck, I got chicken skin. 51:04.880 --> 51:05.820 [SPEAKER_02]: This is amazing. 51:05.861 --> 51:06.401 [SPEAKER_02]: You know what I mean? 51:06.421 --> 51:08.744 [SPEAKER_02]: The hair is sticking up on the back of my fucking neck. 51:08.764 --> 51:10.125 [SPEAKER_02]: This guy's fucking living. 51:10.205 --> 51:12.047 [SPEAKER_02]: He was on a journey, right? 51:12.447 --> 51:14.730 [SPEAKER_02]: So it's like we have to have a purpose-driven life. 51:15.010 --> 51:18.894 [SPEAKER_02]: Even if like you can't really, let's, we could go back and forth and put in hairs. 51:18.954 --> 51:22.778 [SPEAKER_02]: I do you choose your destiny or like, is there destiny and then you choose how you get there? 51:22.838 --> 51:27.443 [SPEAKER_02]: Yada, yada, yada, fucking, you know, carburetors and fucking transmissions. 51:27.483 --> 51:28.564 [SPEAKER_02]: Who fucking knows? 51:28.544 --> 51:32.730 [SPEAKER_02]: But yeah, transistors, yeah, yeah, exactly, you know what I mean? 51:32.750 --> 51:38.138 [SPEAKER_02]: Like, um, the idea is like, you gotta have this purpose behind it, you know? 51:38.458 --> 51:42.705 [SPEAKER_02]: Purpose being the, the experience, the story, right? 51:42.725 --> 51:45.489 [SPEAKER_02]: Because you don't come into yourself, right? 51:46.009 --> 51:48.633 [SPEAKER_02]: Well, most people can't come inside themselves. 51:48.713 --> 51:50.035 [SPEAKER_02]: They can come outside themselves. 51:50.235 --> 51:51.738 [SPEAKER_02]: Personally, I like to shoot it everywhere. 51:52.038 --> 51:58.247 [SPEAKER_02]: That being said, you don't come into being, unless the story starts. 51:58.227 --> 52:14.802 [SPEAKER_02]: right like grab a book and it's like yeah you could open and start reading the middle nothing makes sense you know you could say we just got to start anywhere but starting anywhere is the beginning of the story so go ahead and start right and then the story is written you know what I mean 52:16.165 --> 52:34.647 [SPEAKER_00]: is that what what life is was just like the cosmic soul nutting into the void and then that nut became us and then we just like it we're kind of like splattered on a wall and we're dripping down and that's the universe we're in just like the cosmic nut just dripping down the wall. 52:34.627 --> 52:37.412 [SPEAKER_02]: You know, like that Nickelodeon slime, you know, in a minute. 52:37.432 --> 52:38.875 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh, don't say Nickelodeon dude. 52:38.895 --> 52:45.547 [SPEAKER_00]: That seems gonna get hard Dude he is he's fucking rig a mortist right now. 52:45.727 --> 52:48.292 [SPEAKER_02]: He's a stiffy. 52:48.332 --> 52:50.796 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, stiffy with a stiff one 52:52.042 --> 52:57.328 [SPEAKER_00]: the journey that the story didn't begin until the fire nation attacked. 52:58.430 --> 53:08.842 [SPEAKER_00]: So yeah, when you think about it, if anybody's got a good story, they'd like Lord of the Rings, the Hobbit, Avatar the last airbender, all these shows, right? 53:10.023 --> 53:12.987 [SPEAKER_00]: The evil villain is critical. 53:13.473 --> 53:15.836 [SPEAKER_00]: Without the evil villain, you have no story. 53:16.276 --> 53:34.476 [SPEAKER_00]: If you think about Avatar the Last Airbender, without the evil villain, you don't have these characters meeting each other, working together, learning, building relationships, going through trials and developing better connections and understanding each other more working together. 53:34.536 --> 53:36.078 [SPEAKER_00]: You don't have the tragic hero. 53:36.418 --> 53:42.805 [SPEAKER_00]: You don't have Zuko becoming good. 53:42.785 --> 54:09.433 [SPEAKER_00]: fire lord if there is no fire nation attacking you would have no story there would just be or you'd have stories that were maybe less well you'd still have stories but I don't I don't think you would have stories that profound or that maybe that dramatic but I guess what I'm trying to 54:10.274 --> 54:14.803 [SPEAKER_00]: The Fire Nations crucial, the villain is crucial, but maybe it's not even the villain. 54:14.964 --> 54:22.319 [SPEAKER_00]: It's the thing that is upsetting, the thing that you're dissatisfied with. 54:22.459 --> 54:29.093 [SPEAKER_00]: So it's in a very dramatic sense, it's Epstein, it's war, it's what's it's the evil in the world. 54:30.001 --> 54:33.968 [SPEAKER_00]: But also, it's your car that broke down. 54:34.449 --> 54:36.613 [SPEAKER_00]: It's your friend that yelled at you. 54:36.953 --> 54:39.798 [SPEAKER_00]: It's the disagreement you had with your wife. 54:40.460 --> 54:47.532 [SPEAKER_00]: Those are the villains that are creating the new story that keep life growing and eternal. 54:48.414 --> 54:50.237 [SPEAKER_00]: So anytime you have a problem with your life, 54:51.331 --> 55:13.862 [SPEAKER_00]: we should bless it, we should say thank you God because now my life can grow, now my journey can continue, but as soon as you create a life with no problems, as soon as you end all problems, not suffering, I think suffering is getting lost in the problem, but I think when you end problems and you end challenges and you become immortal and you become this 55:13.842 --> 55:41.284 [SPEAKER_00]: heightened whatever this whatever godly being with wings that just sits in the higher realm you've destroyed everything you've you've destroyed your growth and true eternal true immortality is eternal growth upward spiraling constant Jordan Peterson fucking 55:44.285 --> 55:50.173 [SPEAKER_00]: we have to celebrate, you know, not the villain, but in a way, the villain. 55:50.974 --> 55:59.246 [SPEAKER_00]: You know, it's like, maybe we're done as a species, we're like, okay, we're done with the fucking Epstein type people. 55:59.286 --> 56:03.231 [SPEAKER_00]: It's like, let's just take those all out and let's just have other problems. 56:03.251 --> 56:04.773 [SPEAKER_00]: But we always need a problem. 56:05.114 --> 56:07.837 [SPEAKER_00]: We always need something that's like, you know, think about it. 56:08.198 --> 56:10.461 [SPEAKER_00]: If you run away from society, 56:10.627 --> 56:17.480 [SPEAKER_00]: and you decide to go all Anthem style and build your own house and live in the woods and and become self-sustainable. 56:17.500 --> 56:18.802 [SPEAKER_00]: You're still going to have problems. 56:18.923 --> 56:19.945 [SPEAKER_00]: There's going to be a bear. 56:20.045 --> 56:22.048 [SPEAKER_00]: It's going to come up, try to steal your food. 56:22.069 --> 56:23.231 [SPEAKER_00]: There's going to be the elements. 56:23.271 --> 56:24.072 [SPEAKER_00]: There's going to be this. 56:24.132 --> 56:24.754 [SPEAKER_00]: There's going to be that. 56:24.774 --> 56:26.296 [SPEAKER_00]: And then you're going to realize, oh my gosh. 56:27.739 --> 56:28.501 [SPEAKER_00]: It's the world. 56:28.561 --> 56:30.725 [SPEAKER_00]: The world is trying to kill me. 56:30.745 --> 56:32.007 [SPEAKER_00]: The world is hell. 56:32.087 --> 56:32.989 [SPEAKER_00]: The world knows. 56:34.150 --> 56:46.978 [SPEAKER_00]: The world in this reality is designed to give you problems so that you can not, so you can overcome them, but I think it's so you can experience the problem. 56:47.802 --> 56:52.007 [SPEAKER_00]: and then so you can ask God for the solution and so God could give you the solution. 56:52.708 --> 57:05.463 [SPEAKER_00]: And so you could experience the beauty of God, the beauty of the solution, the beauty of existence as a giving evolving entity. 57:07.285 --> 57:11.110 [SPEAKER_00]: So you stub your toe, you don't want to stub your toe next time, you know? 57:11.495 --> 57:17.163 [SPEAKER_00]: You're trying to learn an instrument, you fail, you hit the wrong note, then you want to do better the next time. 57:18.085 --> 57:23.252 [SPEAKER_00]: Those are all the villains, and so we're talking about people not leaving their house. 57:23.973 --> 57:27.018 [SPEAKER_00]: It's like, well, people are just scared of stopping their toe. 57:27.719 --> 57:29.401 [SPEAKER_00]: And it's simplifying it, but it's true. 57:29.702 --> 57:32.226 [SPEAKER_00]: People just don't want to get a sunburn. 57:32.246 --> 57:33.888 [SPEAKER_00]: They don't want to, everyone's afraid. 57:33.928 --> 57:35.150 [SPEAKER_00]: They don't want to get skin cancer. 57:35.170 --> 57:37.413 [SPEAKER_00]: They don't want to get however dramatic you want to make it. 57:37.473 --> 57:40.658 [SPEAKER_00]: People just don't want to experience 57:40.638 --> 57:52.740 [SPEAKER_00]: Um, a pain, but if we can learn to embrace, I'm not saying embrace pain in the sense of, Oh, go and put your hand in a hot stove and hold it there and be a man. 57:53.361 --> 57:54.323 [SPEAKER_00]: No, it's like you that. 57:54.804 --> 57:55.004 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah. 57:55.064 --> 57:55.866 [SPEAKER_00]: No, don't do that. 57:56.266 --> 57:58.350 [SPEAKER_00]: Let's hear a criminal on trying to burn your fingerprints. 57:59.392 --> 58:00.013 [SPEAKER_00]: Um, but. 58:01.040 --> 58:17.948 [SPEAKER_00]: I think what it is is, everyone in the modern world, all we're doing is trying to invent things that take away pressure and challenge and pain, and we want to mute it, you know, you want to drink, create them to mute your pain, your addicted to him. 58:17.968 --> 58:24.820 [SPEAKER_00]: You want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want to, you want 58:25.188 --> 58:26.831 [SPEAKER_00]: No, but like you want to drink coffee. 58:26.851 --> 58:27.673 [SPEAKER_00]: You want to do this. 58:27.713 --> 58:29.637 [SPEAKER_00]: You want to, you know, you want drugs. 58:29.657 --> 58:30.538 [SPEAKER_00]: You want these things. 58:30.599 --> 58:32.041 [SPEAKER_00]: And it's all about muting. 58:32.783 --> 58:34.466 [SPEAKER_00]: We don't want to really feel life. 58:35.168 --> 58:37.031 [SPEAKER_00]: But if you can go out and wrap it to you, I don't feel it. 58:37.051 --> 58:37.893 [SPEAKER_00]: You got to feel it. 58:37.913 --> 58:41.560 [SPEAKER_00]: You got to grab it by the tank and the balls and the pussy. 58:41.540 --> 59:04.425 [SPEAKER_00]: And even if she stank down there you got to go and sniff that shit and you got a fucking you got a wince a little bit get some tear Yeah, and because then you know then you know I want it cleaner next time I want her to eat some sour crowd or some yoga, you know, we're jealous alive I've ever felt was When I was down there with tear gas pussy, you know what I mean? 59:06.970 --> 59:10.154 [SPEAKER_01]: I've never felt it. 59:10.174 --> 59:26.412 [SPEAKER_00]: Like, oh, dude, when it's got that like fucking 700 day old parmesan down there, oh my god, that parmesan and rotten egg just gets your goo chalk, croded and fucking, are you good? 59:26.473 --> 59:34.762 [SPEAKER_00]: Dude, Tim just fucking, he just zoned out into the zone eight theory, did you, did it stop recording? 59:34.822 --> 59:35.543 [SPEAKER_00]: Is that what's happening? 59:37.750 --> 59:44.237 [SPEAKER_00]: No, it just said, why is it always when we make the best jokes that your computers always John Crumble a while ago? 59:44.257 --> 59:45.138 [SPEAKER_00]: No, it's good even when. 59:45.178 --> 59:48.002 [SPEAKER_00]: I sent you a perfectly good computer. 59:48.502 --> 59:50.725 [SPEAKER_00]: You still managed to jump in Crumble a while ago. 59:50.745 --> 59:56.571 [SPEAKER_02]: This is what I have to say about this, stop being pussies and fucking go stub your toe. 59:57.012 --> 59:57.632 [SPEAKER_02]: You know what I mean? 59:57.933 --> 59:58.113 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah. 59:58.413 --> 59:59.274 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah. 59:59.294 --> 01:00:00.335 [SPEAKER_00]: Are you good, you recording? 01:00:01.316 --> 01:00:05.361 [SPEAKER_02]: Oh yeah, it was just doing a monitor off monitor on about feedback or whatever. 01:00:05.932 --> 01:00:13.697 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh yeah biofeedback yeah yeah yeah bio electrical magnetic feedback is usually how these computers work 01:00:14.352 --> 01:00:17.537 [SPEAKER_02]: It's an ontologist, orgy. 01:00:17.637 --> 01:00:24.048 [SPEAKER_00]: Yes, you remember you were asking me how to unlock the computer when you got it and actually I have to break it to you. 01:00:24.168 --> 01:00:29.496 [SPEAKER_00]: It was one of those touch, you know, use your fingerprint, but I actually use the tip my dick. 01:00:30.017 --> 01:00:39.853 [SPEAKER_00]: That's why you can get in because, you know, as similar as we are as humans, you don't have the same ridges on the tip of your 01:00:39.833 --> 01:00:41.915 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, no, but I mean, I got ridges, baby. 01:00:42.075 --> 01:00:42.295 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah. 01:00:42.416 --> 01:00:44.037 [SPEAKER_02]: I got the fucking blue ridges on there. 01:00:44.057 --> 01:00:45.579 [SPEAKER_02]: I got the blue ridges dick mountains. 01:00:45.879 --> 01:00:47.160 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh, I got the fucking. 01:00:47.180 --> 01:00:47.801 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh, I see. 01:00:47.821 --> 01:00:48.101 [SPEAKER_00]: Okay. 01:00:48.321 --> 01:00:49.883 [SPEAKER_00]: You're so obsessed with what you say. 01:00:50.364 --> 01:00:50.724 [UNKNOWN]: Yeah. 01:00:51.304 --> 01:00:54.127 [SPEAKER_02]: I got the Rocky Mountain Schlong son. 01:00:54.448 --> 01:00:55.148 [SPEAKER_02]: I got the fucking. 01:00:55.208 --> 01:00:56.790 [SPEAKER_00]: I got some Rocky Mountain thing. 01:00:56.810 --> 01:00:59.373 [SPEAKER_02]: I got some Grand Canyon fucking ridges, baby. 01:01:00.394 --> 01:01:03.657 [SPEAKER_02]: I got some caverns on that fucking Rodney of mine. 01:01:03.717 --> 01:01:06.119 [SPEAKER_00]: You get that Grand Canyon Crayola crayon. 01:01:06.700 --> 01:01:07.160 [SPEAKER_00]: Dude. 01:01:07.200 --> 01:01:07.941 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh, yeah. 01:01:08.261 --> 01:01:09.823 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, that's how it is. 01:01:10.613 --> 01:01:36.385 [SPEAKER_02]: But yes, I also something to note is there is this immortality right is also if you look at ang you understand that ang when he was the height in the midst of his journey and you know he would connect with like the previous you know 01:01:37.462 --> 01:02:02.338 [SPEAKER_02]: the previous like uh benders you know to mean like the previous protectors and so that's just like the story keeps going right but the story would be it was stopped when he was stopped in avoiding and so you're not just avoiding your own journey but you're avoiding the mortality of the world if you will of other people's journey right if that makes sense. 01:02:07.027 --> 01:02:11.063 [SPEAKER_02]: So what I was saying is like something with the immortality. 01:02:12.983 --> 01:02:17.910 [SPEAKER_02]: is when Ang, as like this protector, you know what I mean? 01:02:18.652 --> 01:02:37.940 [SPEAKER_02]: When he was when he was leveling up and he was going through his fucking, um, uh, his old fucking, you know, biological fucking, you know, level and up, that right, he would, he would end up being connected and calling back on the previous benders, right, that were protectors as well. 01:02:38.501 --> 01:02:40.965 [SPEAKER_02]: And so what I was saying is, 01:02:40.945 --> 01:03:09.366 [SPEAKER_02]: is when he's avoiding that right that it's not just his legacy and his immortality in his story he's putting a stop to other people's story because there's this this connection that we have you know with the void right with other people and so like when you avoid your journey you're not just stopping your immortality you're not just stopping your story you're stopping other people's 01:03:09.346 --> 01:03:13.651 [SPEAKER_02]: So it's like, it's a, that's the whole individuality that makes up the collective. 01:03:13.691 --> 01:03:16.114 [SPEAKER_02]: It's not the collective that makes the individual, right? 01:03:16.975 --> 01:03:26.106 [SPEAKER_00]: You know what I've heard is this theory that, you know, the aliens that are up and space watching us, that are aliens. 01:03:26.306 --> 01:03:27.187 [SPEAKER_00]: They're just outside. 01:03:27.267 --> 01:03:30.071 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, on Capitol Hill, they're just outside Earth. 01:03:30.111 --> 01:03:31.693 [SPEAKER_00]: They're just waiting to come. 01:03:33.735 --> 01:03:37.159 [SPEAKER_00]: People think they're going to eat us, but actually they're just waiting to come. 01:03:37.139 --> 01:03:42.974 [SPEAKER_00]: You know, they're trying to get off, they're trying to get off, but they need us. 01:03:43.616 --> 01:03:47.546 [SPEAKER_00]: So I heard this idea that the aliens are, they're not aliens. 01:03:47.706 --> 01:03:52.819 [SPEAKER_00]: There are sisters and brothers and they're tied to us and they need humans. 01:03:52.799 --> 01:04:06.630 [SPEAKER_00]: to advance, to go on the journey, to evolve, for them to evolve, for them to move on, because they're ready to move on to the next, they're so advanced as an alien society. 01:04:06.910 --> 01:04:08.614 [SPEAKER_00]: They're ready to go on. 01:04:08.594 --> 01:04:15.485 [SPEAKER_00]: and move on to the next and become more spiritual beings rather than, you know, these physical beings. 01:04:16.025 --> 01:04:21.173 [SPEAKER_00]: But they need humans to evolve to the next stage for them to evolve because we're all in this together. 01:04:21.193 --> 01:04:30.708 [SPEAKER_00]: We're all in this, like you're saying, in order, if you don't go on the journey, you're holding the whole back because the whole is in the one and the one is the whole. 01:04:31.329 --> 01:04:33.332 [SPEAKER_00]: And everyone is, everyone is you. 01:04:33.392 --> 01:04:35.175 [SPEAKER_00]: And so, 01:04:35.155 --> 01:04:40.677 [SPEAKER_00]: I don't know what what I think of I've just heard this idea, but I think of this like the aliens are 01:04:41.703 --> 01:04:46.827 [SPEAKER_00]: They've created a society where they do live forever, where they're just eternal. 01:04:47.228 --> 01:04:52.032 [SPEAKER_00]: And you know, you're hardwired in, you have an IV drip all the time. 01:04:52.192 --> 01:04:53.814 [SPEAKER_00]: You know, you can't get sick. 01:04:54.154 --> 01:04:55.655 [SPEAKER_00]: You're not allowed to die. 01:04:56.496 --> 01:05:04.503 [SPEAKER_00]: And what they want to do is, they want to go, maybe not die, but they want to move on to the next world. 01:05:05.043 --> 01:05:10.528 [SPEAKER_00]: And if humans don't realize their role and don't realize like, 01:05:11.116 --> 01:05:13.386 [SPEAKER_00]: We're not just apes on a planet anymore. 01:05:13.406 --> 01:05:14.812 [SPEAKER_00]: We're we're one. 01:05:14.892 --> 01:05:19.793 [SPEAKER_00]: We got to work together as one big old family. 01:05:21.258 --> 01:05:24.022 [SPEAKER_00]: than that holds maybe the whole cosmos back. 01:05:24.042 --> 01:05:27.346 [SPEAKER_00]: Maybe the whole aliens from moving on to the next. 01:05:28.027 --> 01:05:39.863 [SPEAKER_00]: And so maybe, that's why they're so interested in us and that's why they're visiting because they're like, well, let's help them out because if we can help them out, then they could help us out. 01:05:42.046 --> 01:05:43.688 [SPEAKER_00]: But you're right, like if you, 01:05:45.119 --> 01:05:59.432 [SPEAKER_00]: It's almost like Alan Watts says, everyone is a character in the play, and everyone's the main character, everyone's the player, and everyone is the play, and after life, the villain and the hero. 01:05:59.750 --> 01:06:03.897 [SPEAKER_00]: They get coffee together, you know, they go in, they, they hug because they're all want. 01:06:04.017 --> 01:06:12.912 [SPEAKER_00]: They're all one character and the whole idea is we're all playing these parts to understand these deeper meanings to nothingness. 01:06:13.653 --> 01:06:25.032 [SPEAKER_00]: So it doesn't really matter, but maybe the, maybe the Epstein type characters are just as important as the heroes and the story. 01:06:25.012 --> 01:06:27.335 [SPEAKER_00]: without the Epstein, you can't have the hero. 01:06:27.835 --> 01:06:33.422 [SPEAKER_00]: Without the flat tire, you can't have the the fixed tire. 01:06:33.602 --> 01:06:37.907 [SPEAKER_00]: Now that's a terrible analogy, but you know, you don't know, that's a great analogy. 01:06:39.409 --> 01:06:40.150 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, I don't know. 01:06:40.350 --> 01:06:53.365 [SPEAKER_00]: I mean, I, um, it's weird, the other night I had a dream that, um, really vivid, 01:06:54.340 --> 01:07:05.512 [SPEAKER_00]: of a spaceship just kind of floating and this really intense feeling that they are here like aliens type of shit. 01:07:06.713 --> 01:07:23.571 [SPEAKER_00]: And then I woke up and I like really intense is holy shit they're here like I thought they were right outside my door but whatever that means is I think I think what 01:07:27.618 --> 01:07:31.784 [SPEAKER_00]: everything, everybody is waiting for you. 01:07:32.445 --> 01:07:35.570 [SPEAKER_00]: Listener, for you to go on your journey. 01:07:36.411 --> 01:07:45.585 [SPEAKER_00]: And as soon as you step foot, everything will start clicking in the place, the Cogs will align in the machine, we'll start turning it. 01:07:45.605 --> 01:07:47.548 [SPEAKER_02]: You start lining up, you know what I mean? 01:07:48.789 --> 01:07:49.170 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah. 01:07:50.467 --> 01:07:54.031 [SPEAKER_02]: I always, always leave cookies and milk out when I feel like aliens are nearby. 01:07:54.091 --> 01:07:56.834 [SPEAKER_02]: You'll say a lot. 01:07:57.574 --> 01:07:57.815 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah. 01:07:57.835 --> 01:07:59.376 [SPEAKER_02]: Well, they think it's for Santa, but it's not. 01:08:00.197 --> 01:08:03.721 [SPEAKER_02]: You think a big bearded fucking fat dude is going to go through your chimney? 01:08:03.761 --> 01:08:04.722 [SPEAKER_02]: No, that's aliens. 01:08:05.362 --> 01:08:07.485 [SPEAKER_02]: They can fucking, they're like mice and roaches. 01:08:07.545 --> 01:08:11.449 [SPEAKER_02]: They can fucking, you know, control it themselves and go through chimneys. 01:08:11.509 --> 01:08:16.173 [SPEAKER_02]: Santa can. 01:08:16.194 --> 01:08:16.354 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah. 01:08:17.295 --> 01:08:17.535 [SPEAKER_02]: Wow. 01:08:17.555 --> 01:08:17.655 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah. 01:08:18.817 --> 01:08:24.263 [SPEAKER_02]: So, you know, that's the aliens, aliens. 01:08:25.264 --> 01:08:29.829 [SPEAKER_00]: But it's all nothing, even the aliens are nothing, and nothing is the right thing. 01:08:30.010 --> 01:08:35.736 [SPEAKER_00]: It's just a story, but it's a story we're wanting to tell, right? 01:08:35.816 --> 01:08:37.598 [SPEAKER_00]: Otherwise, you wouldn't be talking about them. 01:08:38.039 --> 01:08:39.760 [SPEAKER_02]: Otherwise, we must be a part of this story. 01:08:39.801 --> 01:08:47.389 [SPEAKER_02]: We're a part of it nonetheless, but the more you stop yourself from the role that you play in the story. 01:08:47.369 --> 01:08:52.058 [SPEAKER_02]: It's holding up everybody else, right, which is kind of crazy to think about it, right? 01:08:52.119 --> 01:08:55.485 [SPEAKER_02]: Cause then you're like, wait a minute, so what I do affects others, absolutely. 01:08:55.846 --> 01:08:57.810 [SPEAKER_02]: But also it doesn't matter, right? 01:08:57.850 --> 01:09:03.201 [SPEAKER_02]: You shouldn't be living based on other people, but remembering at the end of the day that like, 01:09:03.181 --> 01:09:18.760 [SPEAKER_02]: right that it's like oh fuck people probably want like this but it's like you are the treasure in heaven stored right you are the treasure in like you got a fucking start fucking you know doing something with it you know doing something with your life 01:09:26.047 --> 01:09:41.898 [SPEAKER_02]: I mean, and then so I mean, that's the idea, you know, this is the next greatest generation and also the greatest generation was our generation and is our generation and we were that generation too and we'll be that greatest generation in the future, right? 01:09:44.543 --> 01:09:46.587 [SPEAKER_02]: That's the, that's the thing about it, you know? 01:09:48.490 --> 01:09:51.634 [SPEAKER_00]: Hmm, I mean, the boomers made Led Zeppelin. 01:09:51.654 --> 01:09:52.875 [SPEAKER_00]: So that's got to be the greatest. 01:09:53.055 --> 01:09:54.877 [SPEAKER_02]: I mean, fucking love Led Zeppelin dude. 01:09:54.897 --> 01:09:56.079 [SPEAKER_02]: Let the lead out, baby. 01:09:57.360 --> 01:10:07.692 [SPEAKER_00]: That's the only one that's the lyrics ever made, we're not topping that. 01:10:09.194 --> 01:10:12.037 [SPEAKER_00]: No, no, no, you're just kidding. 01:10:12.097 --> 01:10:17.383 [SPEAKER_02]: Kate, I'm so, I guess I want people to remember to that like the villain. 01:10:18.325 --> 01:10:21.210 [SPEAKER_02]: The villain is the clay, right? 01:10:21.291 --> 01:10:23.675 [SPEAKER_02]: The god made Adam and Eve with, right? 01:10:24.196 --> 01:10:26.420 [SPEAKER_02]: Like the villain is that thing, that right? 01:10:26.460 --> 01:10:28.745 [SPEAKER_02]: Like you said it's the stub toe, it's the fine tire. 01:10:29.105 --> 01:10:31.290 [SPEAKER_02]: But like think about it even more so. 01:10:32.131 --> 01:10:33.634 [SPEAKER_02]: A little more like. 01:10:33.614 --> 01:10:38.019 [SPEAKER_02]: like kind of complex or like nuanced ideas like it is the clay. 01:10:38.179 --> 01:10:42.905 [SPEAKER_02]: It is the thing that you can formulate and create with, right? 01:10:42.945 --> 01:10:45.147 [SPEAKER_02]: Because you can grow something out of the clay. 01:10:45.187 --> 01:10:47.029 [SPEAKER_02]: You can make man, right? 01:10:47.209 --> 01:10:48.811 [SPEAKER_02]: You can create earth, right? 01:10:49.332 --> 01:10:56.540 [SPEAKER_02]: So it's like you gotta make sure you got some clay in your life to fucking, you know, the clay, the clay-mation villain. 01:10:56.600 --> 01:10:59.183 [SPEAKER_02]: You gotta have something to start with. 01:10:59.163 --> 01:11:07.157 [SPEAKER_02]: you know, so step out of your house and then fucking grab some clay and start fucking building shit and creating shit and start living and go on the journey. 01:11:10.182 --> 01:11:18.877 [SPEAKER_00]: It's it's almost like to be a human is to live at the edge of the known universe. 01:11:20.961 --> 01:11:24.327 [SPEAKER_00]: And the edge is like, 01:11:25.893 --> 01:11:41.404 [SPEAKER_00]: big wave surfing like lot let layered Hamilton style you're fucking you can get destroyed or you could ride that and it could be the ride of a lifetime but the edge so if this is the universe like a circle the edge is pushing 01:11:41.384 --> 01:11:42.025 [SPEAKER_00]: and pushing. 01:11:42.526 --> 01:11:44.409 [SPEAKER_00]: And humans are the edge. 01:11:44.870 --> 01:11:58.892 [SPEAKER_00]: We are the edge because we are seeing the contrast and we're seeing the Voldemort and the Stubbed Tows and the negative things and we're saying, oh, that's not what we want. 01:11:59.714 --> 01:12:00.515 [SPEAKER_00]: This is what we want. 01:12:00.535 --> 01:12:01.877 [SPEAKER_00]: And then God is going, yes. 01:12:02.698 --> 01:12:04.561 [SPEAKER_00]: And then he's saying, okay, let it be. 01:12:04.621 --> 01:12:06.244 [SPEAKER_00]: Let there be light. 01:12:06.967 --> 01:12:11.052 [SPEAKER_00]: And then it continues, another journey, another journey, another journey. 01:12:11.133 --> 01:12:17.801 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, until we say, you know what I'm done with this, let me just go back to the center of the circle where everything's already been figured out. 01:12:19.383 --> 01:12:23.569 [SPEAKER_00]: But what's the point of being in the center of the circle where everything's figured out? 01:12:24.110 --> 01:12:25.692 [SPEAKER_00]: Is that really fun? 01:12:26.012 --> 01:12:28.315 [SPEAKER_00]: Is that really where you want to be? 01:12:28.896 --> 01:12:36.366 [SPEAKER_00]: Maybe maybe it is, maybe it is, but maybe just maybe. 01:12:37.207 --> 01:12:45.280 [SPEAKER_00]: go on to the edge, the edge of nothing, the edge of the unknown, the precipice of the void. 01:12:45.600 --> 01:12:54.735 [SPEAKER_00]: And then you were saying, um, you were saying some things about the void, but void in its definition is empty nothingness. 01:12:56.077 --> 01:13:02.387 [SPEAKER_00]: And empty nothingness is what unifies everything. 01:13:02.975 --> 01:13:07.119 [SPEAKER_00]: And so, it's almost like nothing and everything. 01:13:08.520 --> 01:13:31.581 [SPEAKER_00]: Our two sides of the same coin and that coin is God is consciousness is the fabric because you almost have to have something to have nothing. 01:13:31.882 --> 01:13:37.997 [SPEAKER_00]: and you almost have to have nothing to have something, so they're both required for the other to exist. 01:13:38.759 --> 01:13:49.266 [SPEAKER_00]: And so, does there, I don't even know, maybe there's something that needs to hold the space for nothing and something. 01:13:50.326 --> 01:13:52.368 [SPEAKER_02]: But that's us, right? 01:13:52.468 --> 01:13:53.329 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, we're the ones. 01:13:53.609 --> 01:14:00.035 [SPEAKER_02]: The stories are what keep the something that is nothing going, right? 01:14:00.095 --> 01:14:01.136 [SPEAKER_02]: The edge of the expands. 01:14:01.576 --> 01:14:04.519 [SPEAKER_02]: So then you go back to the center, you're not creating your story. 01:14:04.839 --> 01:14:17.591 [SPEAKER_02]: Go back to the edge, because then if the edge keeps expanding and then it's just empty and it's like, well fuck, then suddenly your center is so small because it's expanding and it's a nothing so much. 01:14:18.052 --> 01:14:19.573 [SPEAKER_02]: So you must. 01:14:19.908 --> 01:14:23.593 [SPEAKER_02]: I repeat, you must take up your cross, and go. 01:14:23.613 --> 01:14:29.360 [SPEAKER_00]: So this is a book, a page I just flipped to. 01:14:29.400 --> 01:14:39.734 [SPEAKER_00]: Someone's asking him, experience, experientially, that intimate close feeling that I have of me, does that dissolve? 01:14:40.936 --> 01:14:46.523 [SPEAKER_00]: And then he says, it does dissolve, but who is to witness that 01:14:47.363 --> 01:14:48.126 [SPEAKER_00]: You see what I mean? 01:14:48.226 --> 01:14:51.859 [SPEAKER_00]: It does dissolve, so what dissolves is the me itself. 01:14:52.341 --> 01:14:54.890 [SPEAKER_00]: Who is to know that the me has dissolved? 01:14:55.974 --> 01:14:58.403 [SPEAKER_00]: It is only the me that could experience it. 01:15:00.425 --> 01:15:14.148 [SPEAKER_00]: So then the person asks, so the me will come and go and then be gone, and then he says, yes, and while the me comes and goes, the state of witnessing takes place, the me is the mind, so the mind cannot watch itself. 01:15:14.168 --> 01:15:18.616 [SPEAKER_00]: If the mind watches its own operation, then there will always be comparing and judging. 01:15:19.197 --> 01:15:22.703 [SPEAKER_00]: This is good, this is bad, this is whatever. 01:15:22.683 --> 01:15:24.026 [SPEAKER_00]: That is not witnessing. 01:15:24.347 --> 01:15:33.932 [SPEAKER_00]: Witnessing is merely watching an event or a thought or an emotion, as it arises, without any comparing, without any judging, merely witnessing. 01:15:34.533 --> 01:15:40.067 [SPEAKER_00]: Witnessing is impersonal and is vertical, so it cuts off the horizontal involvement. 01:15:40.047 --> 01:15:41.970 [SPEAKER_00]: and the me diminishes. 01:15:42.370 --> 01:15:45.555 [SPEAKER_00]: The witnessing will happen more often and for longer periods. 01:15:46.116 --> 01:15:56.251 [SPEAKER_00]: Suddenly it will occur that the reactions don't take place to an event or thought that there is a sense of peace, a sense of well-being, but no one to feel that sense of well-being. 01:15:56.751 --> 01:16:00.477 [SPEAKER_00]: It is not as if the me will suddenly say, oh, I have disappeared. 01:16:01.198 --> 01:16:04.182 [SPEAKER_00]: Who is to say it has disappeared? 01:16:04.752 --> 01:16:06.074 [SPEAKER_00]: But it does dissolve, no. 01:16:06.494 --> 01:16:07.275 [SPEAKER_00]: Then he says, yes. 01:16:07.916 --> 01:16:09.838 [SPEAKER_00]: But not if you want it to dissolve. 01:16:15.024 --> 01:16:15.525 [SPEAKER_00]: I love that. 01:16:15.966 --> 01:16:18.088 [SPEAKER_02]: I mean, I like to witness idea, too. 01:16:18.929 --> 01:16:20.471 [SPEAKER_00]: It's essentially what we're talking about. 01:16:20.551 --> 01:16:23.395 [SPEAKER_00]: It's like nothing is something and something is nothing. 01:16:23.975 --> 01:16:32.886 [SPEAKER_00]: But it seems like he's kind of pointing at the fact that who we are are the witnesses of the nothing and the something. 01:16:33.035 --> 01:16:38.844 [SPEAKER_00]: We are in the Bible, it does say the name of God, I am that I am. 01:16:38.904 --> 01:16:42.529 [SPEAKER_00]: The name is I am, so the name is, but what does I am mean? 01:16:42.729 --> 01:16:51.803 [SPEAKER_00]: I am means I see, I am witnessing, I am here, I am something, I am anything, or I am nothing, but I am. 01:16:52.407 --> 01:16:58.737 [SPEAKER_00]: It's a present, so God in the Bible is named the presence of awareness. 01:16:59.519 --> 01:17:17.588 [SPEAKER_00]: But you could just be the awareness, and then the story unfolds, and then you're aware of all these different parts of who you are, and then when then as a witness of that void, 01:17:18.378 --> 01:17:21.082 [SPEAKER_02]: You have a duty then to tell that story, right? 01:17:21.203 --> 01:17:24.107 [SPEAKER_02]: That's why you're being a part of the story, right? 01:17:24.788 --> 01:17:26.511 [SPEAKER_02]: So as the witness, you know what I mean? 01:17:26.531 --> 01:17:28.895 [SPEAKER_02]: Like, you know, do we have a witness here in court? 01:17:28.995 --> 01:17:31.119 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, that motherfuckers pervert, you know what I mean? 01:17:31.139 --> 01:17:33.923 [SPEAKER_02]: Like, you gotta fucking tell the story, you know what I mean? 01:17:34.544 --> 01:17:39.932 [SPEAKER_02]: So it's almost like actualization, realization, and then like, oh shit, now I'm in the story. 01:17:40.092 --> 01:17:42.095 [SPEAKER_02]: I realize it now, now I gotta tell the story. 01:17:42.355 --> 01:17:43.196 [SPEAKER_02]: How do you tell the story? 01:17:43.256 --> 01:17:44.678 [SPEAKER_02]: Fuckin' live the story, you know what I mean? 01:17:44.919 --> 01:17:45.760 [SPEAKER_02]: How do you live the story? 01:17:46.040 --> 01:17:51.528 [SPEAKER_02]: Fuckin', I don't know, fucking, I'm gonna jump off some rocks into some water, you know what I mean? 01:17:51.908 --> 01:17:55.854 [SPEAKER_02]: Fuckin' eat some good food, break bread with new people, meet new people, you know what I mean? 01:17:55.894 --> 01:18:00.961 [SPEAKER_02]: Read some new books, try a fucking, listen to some different music, make some music, you know what I mean? 01:18:01.121 --> 01:18:01.682 [SPEAKER_02]: Fuckin', 01:18:01.662 --> 01:18:15.267 [SPEAKER_02]: Sink your fucking felanges into the fucking dirt, you know what I mean fucking work the soil, you know what I mean fucking eat the sun, you know what I mean, you know You know You know fucking tree do whatever the fuck you got to do, you know 01:18:35.648 --> 01:18:36.610 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, you know what I mean? 01:18:36.810 --> 01:18:38.373 [SPEAKER_02]: Be a partial tone by the fucker. 01:18:38.413 --> 01:18:39.315 [SPEAKER_02]: Talk to some snakes. 01:18:39.636 --> 01:18:40.798 [SPEAKER_02]: If I can figure some shit out. 01:18:44.124 --> 01:18:44.665 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh, man. 01:18:49.614 --> 01:18:52.560 [SPEAKER_00]: So is the reason to do anything just to do it? 01:18:54.194 --> 01:19:11.359 [SPEAKER_00]: is the reason to be anything just to be it is the reason to know anything just to know it is the reason to experience anything just to experience it is the reason to be nothing just to be nothing so that maybe being something can mean all the more. 01:19:12.082 --> 01:19:40.468 [SPEAKER_02]: Absolutely, and so it sounds very like Morose like just to be it sounds very like kind of set in stone, but it's much more than that But that is how we'll articulate that is being is just to be doing is just to do but In doing that in being right if then go gather's everything else like swirling cosmos and fucking shit And then it's fucking it's one you know what I mean 01:19:42.676 --> 01:19:44.383 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, you figured some shit out, bro. 01:19:47.234 --> 01:19:49.202 [SPEAKER_02]: Yes, she's just, just do it. 01:19:49.323 --> 01:19:51.572 [SPEAKER_02]: I figured out nothing. 01:19:52.008 --> 01:19:58.258 [SPEAKER_02]: And I have everything, fuck, I'm not really sure what's going on, you know what I mean? 01:19:58.358 --> 01:20:00.882 [SPEAKER_00]: Why do you think I think a midget sucking my dick right now? 01:20:00.902 --> 01:20:02.264 [SPEAKER_00]: What is happening? 01:20:02.464 --> 01:20:03.105 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh my god. 01:20:03.125 --> 01:20:07.252 [SPEAKER_02]: They're really good with the two, it's because they're closer to the balls being so short. 01:20:07.292 --> 01:20:16.446 [SPEAKER_00]: They could just stand up and just fucking would pack her that shaget. 01:20:16.426 --> 01:20:23.123 [SPEAKER_02]: I like to apologize to all of our midget listeners. 01:20:23.183 --> 01:20:26.752 [SPEAKER_00]: I know that's a bad, you can't say that, but um, little people. 01:20:27.153 --> 01:20:33.709 [SPEAKER_00]: I'm sorry though, like little people sounds way more derogatory than, yeah, sounds terrible. 01:20:33.689 --> 01:20:35.892 [SPEAKER_00]: because you're big people because we know you're big. 01:20:35.912 --> 01:20:42.861 [SPEAKER_00]: You got big hearts, big souls, big dicks, and big titties, and you just happen to be shorter. 01:20:43.181 --> 01:20:49.489 [SPEAKER_00]: So, you know, we could just, but major, you know, I see nothing negative about the word. 01:20:49.850 --> 01:20:57.840 [SPEAKER_00]: I've never used it in a bad way, except describing my, you know, mediocre, lighted people, neither tall nor short. 01:20:57.920 --> 01:21:02.346 [SPEAKER_00]: I call them major, it's because they get mad. 01:21:03.608 --> 01:21:08.197 [SPEAKER_00]: You know, it's nothing, it's really nothing and it's everything. 01:21:08.237 --> 01:21:10.802 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, yeah, absolutely, you know what I mean? 01:21:11.063 --> 01:21:17.736 [SPEAKER_02]: I mean, I've said it before, that was my like, mantra used to say to myself, like, I would say, 01:21:17.918 --> 01:21:20.062 [SPEAKER_02]: Um, I am the void. 01:21:20.142 --> 01:21:28.999 [SPEAKER_02]: I am everything and I am nothing, you know, and I would go be running and it was just how I'd get into a headspace where I could just keep running and get my like exercise regimen done. 01:21:29.019 --> 01:21:31.684 [SPEAKER_02]: I would say you are powerful and you are kind. 01:21:31.744 --> 01:21:32.425 [SPEAKER_02]: You are strong. 01:21:32.466 --> 01:21:34.369 [SPEAKER_02]: You are gentle, you know, I am nothing. 01:21:34.549 --> 01:21:36.433 [SPEAKER_02]: I am the void, right? 01:21:36.413 --> 01:22:01.189 [SPEAKER_02]: But it's it's it's this it's back and forth, you know, to think it's this this opposites That must be you know what I mean because that was the thing if you if you don't have the powerful You don't have the gentle a little on of the strong, you know the kind right so that's the whole idea Then about just the whole point is just to do just just to do just to be just to be absolutely 01:22:01.169 --> 01:22:19.749 [SPEAKER_02]: because without being in doing and you know fucking and fucking laughing, you know, there is there is not the the adverse or the inverse, you know, there's the whole spatial economics or whatever, some shit I read in a magazine one time, you know, where did you get those ideas, those affirmations from? 01:22:21.211 --> 01:22:27.818 [SPEAKER_02]: You know, I'm not sure, it was just something like where I was like, okay, this is not, oh, here's good application for our listeners, 01:22:28.777 --> 01:22:33.261 [SPEAKER_02]: I felt like on my journey that I needed to do something, and I didn't like where I was at. 01:22:33.321 --> 01:22:36.083 [SPEAKER_02]: So then I was like, well, these things resonate with me. 01:22:36.624 --> 01:22:40.387 [SPEAKER_02]: And so if I say this, this is the headspace I'm going to be in in fucking boom. 01:22:41.188 --> 01:22:44.210 [SPEAKER_02]: Dude, from there next thing, you know, I met new friends. 01:22:44.290 --> 01:22:48.414 [SPEAKER_02]: We had three, four different couples meet at my house and they got married. 01:22:48.854 --> 01:22:57.602 [SPEAKER_02]: I met my wife there, fucking, we helped somebody get a car, we fucking met like, I was going to do just to cover the very first time, you know what I mean, fucking. 01:22:57.582 --> 01:22:59.207 [SPEAKER_02]: like I don't do city council. 01:22:59.910 --> 01:23:07.575 [SPEAKER_00]: Do you think those things that you said change to your work is I mean in the books I've read Neville Godard would say. 01:23:07.943 --> 01:23:13.911 [SPEAKER_00]: you know, you are, you are what you say you are, whatever follows I am as who you are. 01:23:13.951 --> 01:23:18.778 [SPEAKER_00]: So, you know, you could be a rich man, a poor man, a beggar, a stealer, but you are. 01:23:18.818 --> 01:23:20.901 [SPEAKER_00]: And so, choose what you say. 01:23:20.941 --> 01:23:23.945 [SPEAKER_00]: After you say I am, so you were saying I am powerful. 01:23:24.045 --> 01:23:24.926 [SPEAKER_00]: I am kind. 01:23:25.006 --> 01:23:25.707 [SPEAKER_00]: I am gentle. 01:23:26.188 --> 01:23:26.929 [SPEAKER_00]: I am void. 01:23:27.309 --> 01:23:30.694 [SPEAKER_00]: When you say I am void too, what that is saying is, 01:23:30.674 --> 01:23:40.369 [SPEAKER_00]: I'm deleting all the other ideas of myself, and I am nothing now, because when you're nothing and you delete all the other old ideas, you can now be something new. 01:23:40.730 --> 01:23:57.255 [SPEAKER_00]: You can rewrite the file, so it's very profound, what you were doing was a metaphysical concept where you delete and you destroy the story of your old self, 01:23:57.235 --> 01:23:58.638 [SPEAKER_00]: and you create a new story. 01:23:59.018 --> 01:24:00.161 [SPEAKER_00]: And I've done that too in the past. 01:24:00.221 --> 01:24:04.469 [SPEAKER_00]: I've thought things of like, you know, I am happy. 01:24:04.569 --> 01:24:05.370 [SPEAKER_00]: I am energized. 01:24:05.471 --> 01:24:06.332 [SPEAKER_00]: I am strong. 01:24:06.693 --> 01:24:07.414 [SPEAKER_00]: But I did that. 01:24:07.494 --> 01:24:08.616 [SPEAKER_00]: I was walking the beach one day. 01:24:08.657 --> 01:24:10.260 [SPEAKER_00]: And I said to myself, I am strong. 01:24:10.300 --> 01:24:10.901 [SPEAKER_00]: I am strong. 01:24:10.941 --> 01:24:11.542 [SPEAKER_00]: I am strong. 01:24:11.582 --> 01:24:12.604 [SPEAKER_00]: The whole walk down. 01:24:13.125 --> 01:24:19.497 [SPEAKER_00]: And I walk back in this dude on crutches, drops his crutches, and hovels into the water. 01:24:19.477 --> 01:24:44.303 [SPEAKER_00]: and he's in the water and he is dragging himself out by his hands and he just collapses and I'm like I'm like brother do you need some help man and he's like yes and I grab him and I pick him up super easy put the crutches on him and he's like thank you so much is like you're strong man oh my gosh you are strong and I was like oh no no problem man and then as I'm walking away 01:24:44.283 --> 01:24:48.067 [SPEAKER_00]: Don't hit me in the head of fuck dude, that's exactly what I was saying to myself. 01:24:48.208 --> 01:24:55.616 [SPEAKER_00]: I am strong and look at that, that story manifested so fast of what I told myself I was. 01:24:56.117 --> 01:25:01.583 [SPEAKER_00]: I am strong and now the universe created a story of now this man needs your help. 01:25:02.424 --> 01:25:13.817 [SPEAKER_00]: So, and then a lot of people will say, well be careful with what you wish for, because if you ask God to be strong, if you ask, he's going to give you reasons to be strong. 01:25:17.003 --> 01:25:24.976 [SPEAKER_00]: So does that mean it's okay to be evil if I just decide I'm what if that's a story that I want to experience. 01:25:25.136 --> 01:25:27.300 [SPEAKER_00]: I am evil or I am right? 01:25:28.261 --> 01:25:29.102 [SPEAKER_00]: Is that okay? 01:25:29.403 --> 01:25:35.653 [SPEAKER_00]: And then do we judge others who are who have chosen that story? 01:25:35.870 --> 01:25:39.176 [SPEAKER_02]: I don't think it's necessary, okay, we'll just give it to that word. 01:25:39.216 --> 01:25:41.159 [SPEAKER_02]: I think it just is, right? 01:25:41.199 --> 01:25:43.263 [SPEAKER_02]: Because you asked, like, did that change? 01:25:43.423 --> 01:25:45.266 [SPEAKER_02]: Who I was saying those affirmations? 01:25:45.346 --> 01:25:47.029 [SPEAKER_02]: And it didn't change, right? 01:25:47.069 --> 01:25:49.974 [SPEAKER_02]: Because I was avoiding that part of the journey, right? 01:25:50.055 --> 01:25:57.287 [SPEAKER_02]: So those affirmations that I would chant to myself was just me listening to the still small voice, throwing that little one in there. 01:25:57.267 --> 01:26:02.977 [SPEAKER_02]: And then I just took my rightful place next to the king at the table, right? 01:26:03.318 --> 01:26:05.802 [SPEAKER_02]: I just took my rightful place into the story. 01:26:05.902 --> 01:26:08.687 [SPEAKER_02]: I participated back and stopped avoiding. 01:26:08.728 --> 01:26:13.837 [SPEAKER_02]: And then all those other stories opened up and it's like, oh fuck, I don't know like where I'm at, right? 01:26:14.037 --> 01:26:15.460 [SPEAKER_02]: Well, that's because I'd been avoiding. 01:26:15.860 --> 01:26:19.647 [SPEAKER_02]: And so like if you want to experience the evil, go ahead. 01:26:20.217 --> 01:26:49.684 [SPEAKER_02]: right it's not a question of okay or not okay it's a question of is that you avoiding or is that you on your journey right maybe that is a part of your journey right and then when it comes to us judging those other I don't think you know we're not the ones for the condemnation you know to bring condemnation on the others it's us then to look and then make our own decisions based on that you know what I mean yeah I think um 01:26:50.474 --> 01:27:02.222 [SPEAKER_00]: when i think about this i think about so what is the part of you what is the part of you that decides that you want to be strong that you want to be happy or kinder that what is that 01:27:03.299 --> 01:27:05.302 [SPEAKER_00]: and isn't that who you are? 01:27:06.104 --> 01:27:06.865 [SPEAKER_00]: But what is that? 01:27:06.985 --> 01:27:07.787 [SPEAKER_00]: What is that part of? 01:27:07.807 --> 01:27:14.037 [SPEAKER_00]: Because if you could be anything and you are void, but you are also what you choose to be, then who is the thing? 01:27:14.398 --> 01:27:16.161 [SPEAKER_00]: What is the thing that's like, well, I want. 01:27:16.762 --> 01:27:17.423 [SPEAKER_00]: I want to be better. 01:27:17.603 --> 01:27:19.506 [SPEAKER_00]: I want to be stronger. 01:27:19.626 --> 01:27:21.730 [SPEAKER_00]: I want to be aim upward. 01:27:22.081 --> 01:27:23.805 [SPEAKER_00]: and maybe is that your soul? 01:27:23.845 --> 01:27:25.368 [SPEAKER_00]: Is that who you really are? 01:27:25.388 --> 01:27:25.969 [SPEAKER_00]: Is that? 01:27:26.370 --> 01:27:31.120 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, I think it's partly that part of this soul partly God, whatever you want to say. 01:27:31.180 --> 01:27:38.655 [SPEAKER_02]: Also, I kind of think when you pose that question, it is just all the past vendors. 01:27:38.635 --> 01:28:02.500 [SPEAKER_02]: and protectors of the world who that ain't had it's them coming up yet you're connected now and it's like oh shit they're saying hey my story's gone now do you pick it up and keep going and you're like oh fuck and I want this and it's just it's just not the past we call it the past but it's just the fucking infinity circle you know what I mean fucking you know fucking you know um 01:28:02.480 --> 01:28:10.809 [SPEAKER_02]: You know, what is it called when you're fucking, you know, in a, into your ass, you're fucking ass a soul and fucking, you're fucking rocking. 01:28:10.829 --> 01:28:15.474 [SPEAKER_00]: Right, because if, if your past was a firebender, you have to be an airbender. 01:28:15.975 --> 01:28:17.356 [SPEAKER_00]: You can't go and do it again. 01:28:17.396 --> 01:28:18.938 [SPEAKER_00]: You got to do the next thing. 01:28:19.438 --> 01:28:20.459 [SPEAKER_00]: You know, you got to kidding. 01:28:20.479 --> 01:28:21.901 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, because the story isn't the same. 01:28:21.961 --> 01:28:24.303 [SPEAKER_02]: The story is one story. 01:28:24.664 --> 01:28:24.884 [SPEAKER_02]: Who? 01:28:25.224 --> 01:28:25.825 [SPEAKER_00]: Who can help? 01:28:25.845 --> 01:28:26.165 [SPEAKER_02]: Maybe. 01:28:26.766 --> 01:28:27.627 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh, wait. 01:28:28.366 --> 01:28:31.549 [SPEAKER_00]: The story is one story. 01:28:32.590 --> 01:28:34.272 [SPEAKER_00]: So what is the one story? 01:28:34.813 --> 01:28:38.857 [SPEAKER_00]: The story of nothing becoming something. 01:28:39.237 --> 01:28:41.039 [SPEAKER_02]: Something. 01:28:41.800 --> 01:28:47.646 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, if I could put that in your goddamn exhaust pipe and kill yourself motherfuckers, what do you think about that? 01:28:48.407 --> 01:28:55.875 [SPEAKER_00]: So does that mean the purpose of life is to be nothing that becomes something. 01:28:56.648 --> 01:29:04.062 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, I mean, it's exactly, you know, and then more specific, it's like just to be a part of the story. 01:29:04.744 --> 01:29:07.809 [SPEAKER_00]: So why do we have a desire? 01:29:08.310 --> 01:29:18.049 [SPEAKER_00]: Is desire a spiritual, is it, is desire our human ego, our monkey mind, telling us we want things, 01:29:18.029 --> 01:29:23.015 [SPEAKER_00]: You know, because you can talk to a monk and the monk could be like, well, you need to let go of desire. 01:29:23.035 --> 01:29:28.160 [SPEAKER_00]: You know, the air benders, like go of earthly desires and become one with the air. 01:29:28.641 --> 01:29:35.068 [SPEAKER_00]: You know, or is the only desire true desire love? 01:29:35.388 --> 01:29:37.571 [SPEAKER_00]: Is that the only desire? 01:29:38.071 --> 01:29:41.455 [SPEAKER_00]: You know, why where does that come from? 01:29:41.941 --> 01:30:10.750 [SPEAKER_02]: desires are the vertices in our lives that are like the the the points that then all these like portals open up right it's like why desire this right it's all these vertex is you know to mean that it's advancing the story you know when you're sitting on the edge of the expense you're not jumping off because you're a pussy you know to mean right so you got to take the spiritual suicide and be like fuck it I'm going I'm on the edge I'm going with the expense and it's like that's a vertex you know to mean and then it moves and then 01:30:10.730 --> 01:30:16.035 [SPEAKER_02]: It expands some more, because now you've done the story, and then that's another vertex, you know what I mean? 01:30:16.356 --> 01:30:19.491 [SPEAKER_00]: Bro, I figured it out. 01:30:20.551 --> 01:30:29.784 [SPEAKER_00]: You have God, and you have Melchor, Satan, Melchor is trying to take the kingdom for himself. 01:30:30.766 --> 01:30:38.336 [SPEAKER_00]: Our humans, the agents of God, to transform that darkness back into the light of God. 01:30:38.417 --> 01:30:38.877 [SPEAKER_00]: Yes! 01:30:39.698 --> 01:30:49.933 [SPEAKER_00]: And so we are here just fighting the darkness, but just by being the eyes of God, all we have to do is look at the darkness and it's already fixed. 01:30:49.913 --> 01:31:01.221 [SPEAKER_00]: We are not the actual fixtures because we just have to realize that the darkness is not real and that for the eyes of actualization. 01:31:01.642 --> 01:31:03.045 [SPEAKER_02]: Oh, oh. 01:31:03.616 --> 01:31:07.861 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, fucking don't somebody at karate. 01:31:07.901 --> 01:31:09.283 [SPEAKER_02]: You just see your fucking gun. 01:31:09.363 --> 01:31:27.784 [SPEAKER_00]: It's on dude Yeah, we are the renegades supreme the eyes of actualization Dude we're starting a secret society dude open that third fucking eye and because One with the white lotus there are any gays the pie show fucking yeah the game of 01:31:27.764 --> 01:31:31.349 [SPEAKER_02]: The fucking story of life is just a game, a pie show, fucking, thank you. 01:31:31.369 --> 01:31:35.375 [SPEAKER_02]: Okay, okay, so we're on the edge. 01:31:35.976 --> 01:31:37.218 [SPEAKER_00]: God is expanding. 01:31:37.959 --> 01:31:40.823 [SPEAKER_00]: Satan is trying to take his own part of it. 01:31:41.584 --> 01:31:47.933 [SPEAKER_00]: And then we are the eyes of God looking out and seeing the negative. 01:31:47.913 --> 01:31:51.836 [SPEAKER_00]: because God can't see the negative from the center, because the center is all good. 01:31:51.897 --> 01:31:53.698 [SPEAKER_00]: And so we are seeing it. 01:31:54.459 --> 01:31:56.080 [SPEAKER_00]: And we're saying that's not the best. 01:31:56.701 --> 01:32:16.198 [SPEAKER_00]: And then God is going, okay, let me create the, let me take that negative and create more beauty from it, because because Eluvitar, God said, I will, I will use whatever you try to use against me, 01:32:16.178 --> 01:32:24.395 [SPEAKER_00]: And so, what is hell, but hell is getting lost in the darkness thinking that that's all there is. 01:32:24.435 --> 01:32:30.508 [SPEAKER_00]: Or, or trying to force 01:32:32.227 --> 01:32:33.989 [SPEAKER_00]: trying to fight the dark. 01:32:34.009 --> 01:32:36.271 [SPEAKER_00]: Ooh, trying to fight the darkness. 01:32:36.811 --> 01:32:49.322 [SPEAKER_00]: Because what are all these stories telling us, Lord of the Rings, the Hobbit, Avatar, it's like, Eng didn't want to kill the fire lord, because then he would only perpetuate the evil. 01:32:49.782 --> 01:32:52.324 [SPEAKER_00]: perpetuate, he wanted to see. 01:32:52.344 --> 01:33:01.052 [SPEAKER_00]: And then the fucking lion turtle said, Ooh, the lion turtle said, 01:33:01.538 --> 01:33:07.385 [SPEAKER_00]: When darkness meets the light, pure light can always overcome the darkness. 01:33:07.405 --> 01:33:09.227 [SPEAKER_00]: That's right, that's right, baby. 01:33:10.088 --> 01:33:28.170 [SPEAKER_00]: Ooh, and so we, oh shit, we are fucking all avatars in our life, over with the pure light of awareness, overcoming the darkness, over and over as the edge expands into the void. 01:33:28.724 --> 01:33:29.125 [SPEAKER_02]: right? 01:33:29.165 --> 01:33:45.780 [SPEAKER_02]: That's why like that like a long time ago, um, some people, they were reading the story of the avatars and the lion turtle and they just misinterpreted the like the light always overcomes and that's why white people started the fucking, you know. 01:33:45.900 --> 01:33:46.682 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah. 01:33:46.662 --> 01:33:47.503 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, it's true. 01:33:47.523 --> 01:33:54.770 [SPEAKER_02]: It started they started the fucking the neo-nazi fucking Hooded fucking villains, you know what I mean the clan. 01:33:55.370 --> 01:34:15.229 [SPEAKER_02]: So you just can't you just can't The light that we're not talking over talking about is not the white skin It's the fucking light that in what's so crazy about that the light always overcomes That's the light that is us and is the turtle and is the past and is it's just it's everything The light is the void. 01:34:15.249 --> 01:34:16.230 [SPEAKER_02]: It's fucking crazy 01:34:19.518 --> 01:34:33.620 [SPEAKER_00]: The light shines into the void, and the void allows the light to be, because the void submits to the light. 01:34:35.102 --> 01:34:38.508 [SPEAKER_00]: Yes, always submitting is good. 01:34:38.528 --> 01:34:39.970 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, make that bit submit. 01:34:40.571 --> 01:34:43.956 [SPEAKER_02]: It's like that dick. 01:34:45.134 --> 01:34:54.625 [SPEAKER_00]: But maybe those are just dual-at duality concepts where in reality, there is no void and there is no light, there just is. 01:34:56.507 --> 01:34:56.847 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah. 01:34:57.127 --> 01:35:06.999 [SPEAKER_00]: And then in the realm of duality that we exist in physically, we've created these concepts of void and light of which are one. 01:35:07.900 --> 01:35:12.745 [SPEAKER_00]: Like you said, go into the void and meditate and you'll find the light. 01:35:13.028 --> 01:35:14.731 [SPEAKER_00]: So, they're one. 01:35:14.791 --> 01:35:24.005 [SPEAKER_00]: So, yes, so, so damn. 01:35:24.045 --> 01:35:30.295 [SPEAKER_00]: So Satan is just like a light bulb that like, someone dropped a few times. 01:35:31.591 --> 01:35:49.971 [SPEAKER_00]: It's just like a red light you only use for like seeing like so the mosquitoes don't come you know it's just like it doesn't really work that well you're like kind of squinting everywhere and then like you're trying to be an LED but everyone's seeing it red and then they're like should we start like abducting kids and then they're like 01:35:49.951 --> 01:35:51.473 [SPEAKER_00]: Mom, can you turn on a light? 01:35:51.533 --> 01:35:52.554 [SPEAKER_00]: It's like that's not a kid. 01:35:52.574 --> 01:35:53.275 [SPEAKER_00]: That's a frog. 01:35:53.495 --> 01:35:53.976 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh, shit. 01:35:54.456 --> 01:35:55.738 [SPEAKER_00]: Oh, it's fucking frogs the whole time. 01:35:56.499 --> 01:35:56.980 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, damn. 01:36:00.083 --> 01:36:00.844 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, oh fuck. 01:36:01.745 --> 01:36:02.386 [SPEAKER_02]: God damn. 01:36:03.027 --> 01:36:04.369 [SPEAKER_00]: It's just crawling around in the dirt. 01:36:04.409 --> 01:36:10.316 [SPEAKER_00]: Really, it's it's when you are evil when you're in the in the dark, the darkness of evil. 01:36:11.277 --> 01:36:15.182 [SPEAKER_00]: It's not that you are you're trying to propagate evil. 01:36:15.282 --> 01:36:18.726 [SPEAKER_00]: It's that you are blinded by the lack of light. 01:36:18.706 --> 01:36:25.415 [SPEAKER_00]: and you're crawling around in them in the dirt and you're thinking, these are the things I want because this is what I see in front of me. 01:36:25.936 --> 01:36:38.994 [SPEAKER_00]: And then, but in reality, God has thought of the solution in God and the consciousness that is God or intelligence and an intelligence has a better solution than you could even imagine. 01:36:39.716 --> 01:36:48.628 [SPEAKER_00]: And you're thinking you have to control the world is restricting 01:36:48.608 --> 01:36:50.330 [SPEAKER_00]: Accept nothingness. 01:36:51.371 --> 01:36:52.732 [SPEAKER_00]: See, that's what Satan needs to do. 01:36:52.752 --> 01:36:59.959 [SPEAKER_00]: He just needs to give up and accept nothing and stop trying to create his own power and create his own world. 01:37:00.460 --> 01:37:07.167 [SPEAKER_00]: And he just needs to let it all go and then God will come in and fill the gap and fill the gap. 01:37:07.187 --> 01:37:10.830 [SPEAKER_02]: Because he would be, he would be as powerful as you ever wants to truly be. 01:37:10.930 --> 01:37:17.637 [SPEAKER_02]: He thinks he wants to be, if he just realized that he is the eyes of actualization, 01:37:17.667 --> 01:37:20.069 [SPEAKER_00]: Is that what that song eyes of a child is about? 01:37:20.470 --> 01:37:29.658 [SPEAKER_02]: That's what I was fucking thinking, dude, don't even fucking say shit, I'm thinking bro, get out of my fucking head with your fucking cerebral cortex fucking appendage. 01:37:31.000 --> 01:37:33.842 [SPEAKER_00]: I have seen the eyes of a child. 01:37:39.528 --> 01:37:40.128 [SPEAKER_00]: Who's it by? 01:37:40.168 --> 01:37:45.013 [SPEAKER_02]: The Gord's. 01:37:45.033 --> 01:37:46.054 [SPEAKER_00]: The Gord's. 01:37:47.755 --> 01:37:53.803 [SPEAKER_00]: It's true I am wicked, it's true I am mean, I must have lost my way, chasing a dream. 01:37:53.843 --> 01:38:02.594 [SPEAKER_00]: The dream, the dream being what you thought you wanted, because you're in the darkness, you're scrounging around in the mud. 01:38:03.695 --> 01:38:08.361 [SPEAKER_00]: It's true things have done that I'm ashamed of, but I still need tenderness in the warmth of love. 01:38:08.942 --> 01:38:16.632 [SPEAKER_00]: I've come clean and I'm redeemed, since I have seen, since I have seen through the eyes of a child. 01:38:17.219 --> 01:38:17.620 [SPEAKER_00]: It's true. 01:38:17.640 --> 01:38:18.100 [SPEAKER_00]: I'm guilty. 01:38:18.140 --> 01:38:19.182 [SPEAKER_00]: Reputation is stained. 01:38:19.202 --> 01:38:24.289 [SPEAKER_00]: I stood up and admitted to my grief in my shame, meaning I gave up and entered the void. 01:38:24.530 --> 01:38:29.877 [SPEAKER_00]: But I believe that a soul can write as wrongs and in sweet ascension of a redemption song. 01:38:31.379 --> 01:38:37.248 [SPEAKER_00]: Sin it seems to win ten times out of nine forgiveness is not so deliberate and it takes an awful long time. 01:38:38.390 --> 01:38:42.275 [SPEAKER_00]: Maybe the punishment don't fit the crime, but judgment will come with the passing of time. 01:38:42.315 --> 01:38:43.497 [SPEAKER_00]: But I believe 01:38:43.477 --> 01:38:52.228 [SPEAKER_00]: that a soul can write its wrongs, and in the sweet ascension of a redemption song, I've complained I'm redeemed since I've seen through the eyes of a child. 01:38:53.249 --> 01:38:54.511 [SPEAKER_00]: What is a child? 01:38:54.951 --> 01:39:00.137 [SPEAKER_00]: I mean, you've looked at my friends, Spawn, and Spisa. 01:39:00.177 --> 01:39:06.345 [SPEAKER_00]: They have a child, and the child is just there. 01:39:06.325 --> 01:39:14.337 [SPEAKER_00]: and just a wear and just staring at everything and just look creating a story learning and growing right on the edge of the expanse. 01:39:14.357 --> 01:39:15.618 [SPEAKER_00]: That's what a child is doing. 01:39:15.638 --> 01:39:36.028 [SPEAKER_00]: Just walk but mostly just watching in the child is like in and out of like I'm here where am I and then like and then it just checks out and it's back into like whatever realm it's in but then it's like I'm here and and then it's watching and then there's allowed noise and then it's crying and then 01:39:36.143 --> 01:39:45.833 [SPEAKER_00]: So, it's just awareness is what we are as children and who we are as adults. 01:39:46.353 --> 01:39:50.197 [SPEAKER_00]: And especially old people, you know, you meet like a really cool person. 01:39:50.217 --> 01:39:50.858 [SPEAKER_00]: They're just there. 01:39:51.598 --> 01:39:56.463 [SPEAKER_00]: And then you say, well, Gramps, I'm worried about this and I'm worried about that. 01:39:56.543 --> 01:40:03.130 [SPEAKER_00]: And then Gramps is just like, yes, it is. 01:40:03.903 --> 01:40:04.464 [SPEAKER_00]: We are. 01:40:04.924 --> 01:40:05.565 [SPEAKER_00]: It is. 01:40:05.625 --> 01:40:10.391 [SPEAKER_00]: And you are, and I am here, and we are all together. 01:40:12.353 --> 01:40:17.099 [SPEAKER_00]: I am one, and you are me, and you are he, and we are all together. 01:40:19.141 --> 01:40:20.002 [SPEAKER_00]: Cook, cook, cook. 01:40:21.324 --> 01:40:23.426 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, that's some metaphysical fucking real shit. 01:40:23.446 --> 01:40:24.848 [SPEAKER_02]: That's not some pronouns, baby. 01:40:24.868 --> 01:40:25.088 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah. 01:40:25.429 --> 01:40:26.009 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah. 01:40:26.029 --> 01:40:26.450 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah. 01:40:26.470 --> 01:40:28.392 [SPEAKER_00]: That's Walleruses and Gumbo. 01:40:30.093 --> 01:40:30.393 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah. 01:40:30.774 --> 01:40:31.355 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah. 01:40:31.375 --> 01:40:31.756 [SPEAKER_02]: That's right. 01:40:31.796 --> 01:40:36.202 [SPEAKER_02]: Nasseruses and fucking, you know, uh, don't build platypusus. 01:40:36.222 --> 01:40:36.463 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah. 01:40:37.384 --> 01:40:37.644 [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah. 01:40:37.745 --> 01:40:40.449 [SPEAKER_00]: That's thunder, funk, and dunkle fuck. 01:40:40.469 --> 01:40:40.809 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah. 01:40:40.869 --> 01:40:41.110 [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah. 01:40:41.350 --> 01:40:42.051 [SPEAKER_02]: That's fucking. 01:40:43.253 --> 01:40:53.268 [SPEAKER_02]: Um, but um, so uh, I'm going to go get some dinner and then uh, cruise with the wife for she goes to bed, Raj. 01:40:53.969 --> 01:40:54.911 [SPEAKER_02]: Raj Dodge. 01:40:56.012 --> 01:40:56.914 [SPEAKER_02]: What do you think? 01:40:56.934 --> 01:40:57.214 [SPEAKER_02]: Um, 01:40:58.325 --> 01:40:59.387 [SPEAKER_02]: any last words. 01:41:00.088 --> 01:41:02.993 [SPEAKER_02]: I mean, I think people just they've got some last words. 01:41:03.994 --> 01:41:10.705 [SPEAKER_00]: Pink, porcupine, platypus, Penelope, porcelain, poverty, Patricia. 01:41:12.027 --> 01:41:22.324 [SPEAKER_02]: I've got some last words.