Konch Magazine - Teeth Dreams and Other Sharp Things by Aya Kusch
Teeth Dreams and other Sharp Things

I said there’s a lions’ den living inside of me
 a flicker of fight, a menace to society,
 my roar is a promised land, a sharp thing.
 And in my dreams I tried to tame the lions
 and they swore they could never be tamed
 and I swore I could never tame me
 
 Outside of the lions’ den
 I consist of small acts of mayhem
 bad habits and bad days
 are always chasing me and I
 am one flicker away, 
 one foot in the grave away
 from joining their club of kindness and claws
 and sharp things that don’t bite, like me.
 
 Like my deceptive fragility.
 I lied, I fought, I picked locks
 on open doors. 
 
 I tried to make a change and rise
 like a phoenix from the ashes
 but I only hit the rooftops
 and got cobwebs in my hair
 and spit out ashes
 during polite conversations 
 (no wonder I’m only at home with the lions)
 
 In my dreams I’m roaring, and by morning
 there’s still this lions’ den living inside of me,
 I have outlaw eyes a flicker of fight and one foot
 in the grave and a roar so tremendous
 you’d need a richter scale to measure it.